Dear BLIA YAD Indonesia

This year is the year where I decided to start learning to walk with my own foot to see the outside world. For 9 years I have been evolved and grown with BLIA YAD. For 9 years I have done many mistakes and found so many flaws but I was never afraid, because you always held my hands and told me " You will be better ".

After passing this 2012 with you.
I am going to start walking alone without having you beside me. It had been so difficult for me in the first time, until today i am trying to arrange all my feeling and told you that "We will get used with this" and " We need to get used with this together "

I decide to walk alone is not because i don't need you, but that because I know this is the time for both of us to be a part for a while, so we are going to have a new spirit, a new story to be shared in the future, but still chasing a same dream.

That is you who have carved myself become a person that always have courage to learn new things, a figure who always change to be more wiser and stronger by having full of awareness to correct any deficiencies in self. You inspired me, and know you make me dream to inspire other, you guided how me to treasure this imperfection world and live my life till the fullest.
The most importantly YOU have taught me never wasting my precious youth moment. This word always ringing inside my heart and now it guides me to start exploring this life. 

9 years probably the perfect number for both of us to step out from our comfort zone to experience and continue a new stories in our book. Like in a story book there always have chapter 1 and the next chapter with a new beautiful story to be shared. I believe our story already reached the climax and there were so many beautiful moments we had written in our chapter 1 and now we need to end it beautifully. After that let's continue with more colorful, challenging, and fresh story with new attractive prominent figures in chapter 2. 

I always wish one day I can truly develop BLIA YAD like in my dream long time ago, seeing Buddhism prosperity, seeing all my family being success and together hand in hand until one day we belong to heaven. Together we made the most beautiful history ever that makes everybody proud . 

Unfortunately right now i can't help BLIA YAD much and really makes everyone happy for this 9 years. I found there are so many lacking inside myself. I found out both of us need to explore more and really found out what is the meaning of Life.

Dear BLIA YAD I'm sorry i can't always by your side, i always understand how will you feel to see one by one being apart to pursue own happiness. There always you, who wait and let go in silence and with smile in your face. I understand that feeling and i don't know how to make you feel that this is fair, because it's truly seems unfair for you.
Maybe it sound selfish, but i always want you to never let go and give up. We all can leave for a while but you should not. That's because I need you and everyone needs you.

I don't know how to say sorry to you, or how to comfort you, but i just can say "THANK YOU".

I don't know how to encourage you to be happy or to be strong, but i just can say " To be with you and to have you in my life, that is the most precious undescribable happiness, light and hope that Buddha had sent to me".

I just want you to know that I am really happy to have you to be my teacher, mother and my best friend.

Dear Love one, I briefly excuse myself to go for awhile for gaining some knowledge, chasing my dream and becoming a useful person for people i loved. I will be right back and going to share with you every single beautiful things that i learned from there. 

For both of us we need to "FIGHTING" !!!!!!! and together let's make our dream comes true

With all my respect ,Until next time..

Love me and be right back

Rong Lee