right now..my heart is full of anger..
I am mad..
This mind do not know..what is right what is wrong..
Good people in front me , i do not know he/she is good or no..
it seems silently attacking my trust and Dream..

i feel like to beat every single enemy in front of me..
there is something i need to save..
there is something i need to change..
in this moment i wish to be stronger..

right now.. i feel like nothing to care..
just about the rightness..
i feel something is hiding...something not humble enough..
something i don't see..

this eyes look deeper and deeper..
more mature i understand what is in people mind.. and how greedy are they..

a lot of things to see..
something that i shouldn't see, write down in my mind..

Who is a good people?
right now i just know..good people is myself..

Right now i want a rightness..
Who should i trust?

I do not trust in what people said..
i trust in people action...

I trust in True Men...
the one who walk he/she talk..

I don't trust people by Dharma Speech , i trust on people behavior..
I trust in Karma..
I trust that i can't just pretending it's okay..
I trust i am not stupid..
I trust there is a time where i need to trust myself..
I trust i shouldn't do what i don't like people do to me..
I trust i can't depend too much on anybody..
i trust that i need to take action if there is something wrong..
I trust i need to change if i have the reason to change
I trust i can't just listen what people said..if they tell something unreasonable..
I trust if People Love Me... They Trust Me..
I trust if i Love people.. I trust them..
I trust that i always respect someone who can respect them self
I trust i need to be Stronger to tell the rightness
I trust i need to be brave and not discrimination to change the World..
I trust people can't live without trust..
I trust not all people have a same mind..
I trust people have their own way to Happiness..
I trust everything will be back to normal..
I trust people can't live with any regrets..
I Trust everybody should feel sorry if hurt people unreasonably


I had controlled by Anger..
I am Mad..
right now i trust nobody..
Right now my self is my own teacher..
because out there no body that i can trust..
only a bunch of people who protect they self esteem and Name..
only a bunch of people who care for own feeling..


they don't have trust like the way i trust them..



Who should i trust ?
I should trust my trust..



tonight i just mumbling a lot..
to describe what we are think when our trust was being attacked..

when we can't just sit silently..


Is this good or not?
we can learn from here..
as long we fight for the right..
no discrimination..