Hey Brother... right now i watching the world from different angle than before, and i think i understand about this world much better :)

I understand more about the people who fight and survive to be happy...
i found some people who teach me a lot of things and kind of inspiring me :)

I understand a bit about how to differentiate between childish and mature , Mature person always appreciate people who support, care, even criticize in a very hard way to be better person...
Mature person didn't being afraid or shame if the weakness being exposed, they face it, admit it, and change it with a bright eyes.. always found a way to overcome everything back to well.
they are not protective but they are strong and stable :)

you know me right? i am a boy who live surrounding by religion almost 10 years..being activist and dream with Buddhist organization..

I did permission with Buddha about the time i will erase him from my mind and find him back someday...

what for ?

because i want to understand world more better :) yeah, to tell you the truth.. listening to Dharma everyday, it didn't always mean you are wiser..there are a time when you will know that what you understand is not good enough so you need to stop for a while

why? because people tend to talk with own point of view :) people talk about what they don't like and what they like , and when people talk like this, it makes me have no much attention to listen anymore if we are talking about religion :)


that's why Buddha told us, not to always trust what had been said, had been written down :)
when i understand about His word above, i trust HIM and then i dare to erase him from my mind..
Why ? because i don't want to live my life by following what people told you this is right this is wrong...
i want to live by looking and understand the truth by my own selves.

and i know that is impossible for Buddha getting angry because i have a tough not to put him in my mind :)


what i follow is Kindness not Buddha, Jesus or Allah 

BUDDHA IS MY FRIEND , that is what i always think :)
Friend suppose to support and trust each other like :)

Maybe everyone keep questioning " Why Friends ?" " Not Teacher or God ?"

Teacher or God is going to get Mad with you and punish you if you disobey, or kind of didn't pay full attention to He/She. They wish to own you and sometimes think you are bad because you disobey.

Friend is someone you can't own and control, they are not by your side because you pay them fee,
you can't complain about them, accept them, tolerate them , place you share even if they don't care ,
trust them, and dare to let go  " :)


same with if we pray the GOD.. praying everyday doesn't make you happy, For me.. it's only to teach you how to stop for a while to look around and appreciate your life more :) and it's good of course,
but we all need ACT  


right know i think i understand more about people :) i stand in different boat and note all my weakness and strength :)

so much emotional in one people, all have their reason to live, to dream :)
there are even have no time for you to judge who is wrong who is right, what is wrong and what is right,


for me right now, if there are people said that He/ She is " RIGHT " , i only can smile..

Us people... make sure to have a capability to accept "Input of weakness  " from people

Your Dream will turn to ash is you stop to appreciate and overcome your weakness
:)


right now i understand about what change in myself
the first one is my past is " what makes you happy , finding own self, finding own dream , protecting what yours"
right now is about " ACT and understanding more"

I understand know how important is " TIME "

by the time passing i found everything change, everyone have their own reason to life and no exceptional..
even the world is changing, but what the worse is when you find yourselves wasting your time by doing a same mistake, support what even didn't have a clear vision and mission , learn from who even can't overcome weakness

but until now, i feel grateful to have so much SPIRIT, Simple and innocence Friends and environment, that creates a habit to following your Heart and be Happy . :)

Teacher who taught me always being Justice, and Honest .
Really Thank you from all my heart.

People will usually said other people had Changed but infact they didn't realize that everyone change including own self 

all need to change , of course people who don't know how to change never learn :)

When i understand more, it teachs me how to accept people more :)
i understand more that people have no right to say what is wrong and what is right :)
and i found i have a better life,  especially when i realize i have a clear vision about who i want to be and fight for it, i feel i am getting younger and energize :)

right now i really care and understand how important is TIME :)
REMEMBER RONG  :

THERE ARE ALWAYS PEOPLE WHO TELL YOU CAN'T AND IMPOSSIBLE , WHAT YOU WANT TO HAVE GO AND GET IT... IT'S NEVER TOO LATE, because sometimes LATE IS BETTER than too fast :)



STAY STRONG
and Love Me

Rong Lee