This is small part of my story ...
Today I woke up on 02.00 ..honestly that is the time I am going to bed usually.. But now is the time to wake up.. What the hell!!
in the morning our guide were being too serious, but I know he make sure everything prepared well, He pushed us to make our stomach really full so we are going to have power to do the hiking. Although in the first time is a little bit annoying when we have a half consciousness and being rushed, but we should thanks to him so everything were run so well, because we need to be
dicipline and strong commitment in order to reach the top of our life ( Mountain )
especially for us who are really beginner, being too weak or spoil only will make us failed to achieve everything in our life.
Okay, We are ready to go.. This is our adventure..
Land was so dark with only a light from car we entered a road to deep forest
at that moment mind was tend to think unnecessary to boost up our adrenaline about appearing some Zombie or Ghost
hahaha
can you imagine that?( do not think )
yep time showed at 04.00 we were starting to walk..
it were very difficult in the first time, got tired so easily but get used after we walked further..
you know brother, the Guide ever said to us about his experience
in that moment when we do hiking, we always can know whether our friend is really your true friend or not, by looking that our friends will leave us behind or get along during the hard journey to the top.
I think that is so true..
with my experience.. We can't decide someone is our best friend when they always there during a party, hanging up to have fun or good in making a funny joke or maybe praise you when he/she is in happy condition. Infact, we can say someone is really our best friend, when they are really there for us when we are in a very busy and stress moment, because at that moment we can know that our friend is really grabbing our hand to move forward together, does he or she appears when you need help? or only need you when he/she needs you.
this is the first time i did hiking -- and i wished can see the sun rises up there...
i want to tell the Mr Sun up there and shout " Hey You! i am Exist Here!"
When i post a shout out at my Facebook, my friend comment something weird.. he said
" standing at the top of the world doesn't give you anything, sometimes means we avoid something"
actually i didn't really sure what is the message that he want to tell, but i know he is in discourage condition and stuck right now.
For me only a coward who doesn't dare to stand at top of the world, because being at top is making yourself ready to be measured by a person who is under you, If we really worth it, we can inspire or being a new hope for a lot of people, but if we are not worth it, that top of the mountain will become a nightmare for you. That's why only man who doesn't want to take responsibility and have a dream protect they will choose to hide inside the hole, complaining other and wish for happiness which never granted.
During the journey the weather was getting colder so we stopped at some spot to had a break and refilled our stomach with some snack. We made small fire from rubies and it feels warm and good. We were starting to get close to Vincent II. We broke the strangers feeling and starting to have a joke for each other.
He said he is starting to admire us, because from the beginning he tough we were such a lame and weakling. He just doesn't know that we can make everything Possible lol
there is something funny happened..
about my friend " Juandy "
we already get along since in school, and being a classmate for such along time
He ever said to me that he afraid of Highness in school before..
during the journey he didn't complain at all beside just being tired a little bit, because i know he didn't get enough sleep in a whole week.
but you know, when we walked further and more higher and higher. Feeling like we can start to touch the sky and when the mind tend starting to think " what will happen if we fall? " ( Do not think )
only one level to go..
He starts talking a lot and asked not to walk further. In that time i think he was already tired.
But because all of us wish to stand at the top.. to enjoy sunrises..
he were shaking and at that time. He said.. " ohh noo.. i can't!!! I am afraid of High"
that time i remembered " aaaaaa yeah he got that syndrome "
Can you imagine how long he kept that until the last spot?
We all decide not to pushed him so we decide together to leave him at the safe spot and he wait at us there.. Actually we should grab his hand and reached the top together, because the top is already so close, so he can really experience being at the top of the world.
and then TADAA!!!!
we reached the top!!!!
but how unlucky hmm hmm
a lot of mist covered the sun...
Damnn!
but the view is AWESOME!!!
it looks like a Heaven, all you can see is sky and mountain, the mountain looks like an island and the cloud is like the ocean so you can see a whole new world up there. At that moment my mind tend to think if only i can fly.( too much watching Movie )
Brother, sometimes maybe we can have a mind about how stupid to do this dangerous hiking things. Putting our life in a dangerous mountain, climbing at a very risky area..
and one mistake can probably caused you a life.
In the first time i think about all of this, but if we do it without thinking any unnecessary thought, the fact it's not that hard and scary like we think.
right here i learned something " Just Do it "
too much considering sometimes just can stop us to walk forward..
Life is difficult when we too focus on what will be our temptation but not the goal.
Because if you think about the problem, sometimes it will reduces your determination, but if you focus on the goal you will stop to think that there are hard temptation in your life.
that is fun..i wish someday i can meet with the sun without mist..
that's all about this journey..
Thank you for the great day..
Stay Strong
Rong Lee
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