halo diary.. This felling is come to me again.. to decide something that i don't like to decide.. that is, firing some partner that i can said quite near with my life.. haiz haiz haiz.. i think this things also happened in other people life .. hired and fired, when hire people, everything seems so beautiful, smile on their face, but when fired people, you feel like so lonely.. but luckily i had prepared to stand stronger against this feeling.. i think everybody should accept the reality.. if only Buddha right here now.. i would like to ask him... What will he do if he is in my position now?
1 side i feel failed to keep a good mind and mental for them, but 1 side i think i can't push harder their mind to think as i think..because they got their live..
so far i think i can't do the protection anymore, and need to decide this hard decision for everybody good sake.. if only i can share my mind to them, i wish that there will be no hurt feeling which effected to future relationship, just wish everybody being real and accept to respect each other..and what they need to fulfill.. aaa..i am dying to think about this, i even don't know what kind of feeling is this, just feel empty.. is that means i had mastered this case ?or in indonesia means ( sudah biasa )? hmm maybe yes maybe no..
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