Yesterday is a Waisak Day..
I have Bazaar in Tiara with all my Friends, everybody is damn tired.. so do i.. the day before i can't sleep and need to stand up a whole day and have no appetite to have any lunch..
this morning i was woke up on 09.30
and this body almost can't get up from my bed...
with energy like zombie to wake up..( half alive half dead )

i went to Studio .. right there i didn't do anything because i was like a Zombie..

with an empty stomach..i am sitting and lay down...waiting for my friend come to do some printing stuff..but they didn't appear and finally i found that they have changing plan in location..
so i think they already can help themselves..and i am sitting at Studio and acting like a Zombie..

you know what i am doing...
i was writing...
and write a stupid questions...about " a Man who have no energy "
i write this question :
"  What will you do if you want to do something but you don't know what to do?
What Will you do if you want to do something but you don't have any energy to do something?
What will you do if you want to Sleep but there are no bed for you to sleep?
What will you do if you want to sleep but you can't sleep?
What will you do if you want to sleep but you shouldn't sleep?
what will you do if you are hungry but there is no food to eat?
What will you do if you are hungry but you have no energy to find some food?
What will you do if you are writing something but you don't know what to write?
What will you do if you want to do useful things but now you don't know what is the useful things?"


haha i wrote this question because that is what i feel when i "half life half dead "at that morning..


Now i am at Berastagi..
and we are coming a mysterious guest at 22.00
his name is Vincent ( a same name with one of my friend )

He will lead us to climb a mountain of Sibayak..
and enjoy sunrises..

he comes out with a little bit arrogant when speaking..but looks like he care and really aware of our safety hahaha
He looks got a big courage but he lacks of manner..
look wild as his status as an Nature adventure hoho

tomorrow i am going to wake up on 03.30 and start the adventure..
this is the first experience to watch a sun raise..
wish no rain is coming ..


aa it seems we just  can sleep for 3 hours..
good night

Stay Strong
Rong Lee

hello Diary..
some people said to me..
i am a mysterious man? i wonder " am i really like that?"
i ever having some test in some physicology test and some question really told me.. i am a kind of mysterious person, which always bring people around me curious to know further about myself..


i wonder is that really i am so mysterious?
hmm.. i have no idea actually...
for me..all people actually is also Mysterious..
haha..
some is more mysterious than myself i think..
can we really predict people behavior from the first time we met?
i don't think so..

about knowing well the people around us..
i think the first things we need to do actually is  "To Love Them"
if we don't love some people..we never can understand the way people think..

some of my friends ever said to me.." it's so hard to predict the way i am thinking "
sometimes i look quiet but i have a lot of mind in my head...
Some people said to me..i look happy but actually i am sad and in pain inside--

when i listen to this one..i am smiling..and didn't reply anything..

actually the answer is a BIG No.. haha

today i like to tell some story about me..
since i was small..the things that i always remember and interesting is about " Life "
i like to sit alone and look around me..seeing people talking..smiling..laughing..playing..
it is fun..i always enjoy that moment..

don't you think this earth is beautiful?every single breath we take bring a good past story..
do you know what the most interesting things for me when i am sitting up there?
When i can met someone with different beautiful eyes in the way they looking at this life...
something i called " True colors shining trough "

it is fun to understand about people and Life..
to be honest, it is quite difficult to find people who really love about life..
yes..it's really hard..

a bunch people shouted out there " I love this Life "...
but that is not what i see trough their eyes..
80% that i found is someone who pretend to be happy..

all i can see is some regret for this life..

everybody will think i am stupid..
but that is what i found when i am sitting up there and enjoying this life..
When i look at people , and i really can't find any True colors shining trough..

People is also said to me.. Why i need to do that? sitting and waste your time to watch at people and try to understand them?
out there a bunch of people who just care their selves..they always change..." aaa you just waste your time...better think of your own selves"

but that is my Hobby..haha
that's why there are some people told me that i kind of people who got a lot of mind inside my head to think..
actually that is not..
i am just enjoying my Hobby when i am sitting in a spare time..



for me..to find someone that you can trust, don't decide from the way he/she talk and behave,
but you need to see trough that true colors in one people eyes -- that true colors is hard to see.. it is like a rainbow just come out once a time..


What is a True Colors?
for me all people True Colors is a Kindness..

yeah..that is what i see for a long time..
Kindness is all people True Colors..

in this earth.. People actually pretend to be bad and suddenly cover their kindness..
when the first time they born..
all of they know is a compassion and kindness ..
but when people are growing up..
the more people grow up..the more they afraid of life..and suddenly choose to be bad..
the more they near themselves with a bad environment..
and then the result becoming bad..

Why i can said that..
long time ago..because i had lost a lot of my friend out there..

actually i can see their true colors of kindness..
but they choose to cover it with a Stupidity of being afraid with Reality...

you know..sometimes they act like a bunch of Shit..
they done something unbelievable wrong, although we tried hard to stop it before being worse..

but when you do something sincerely for them..for a minutes their eyes is looking at you and stop for a while..like seeing some light in a darkness..

because that is what people True Colors ..
everybody wish to be happy, full with love and care..

only some people is chosen a wrong way to get that true meaning of being Happy..and still do not know yet..

That is what i see..

A true Colors inside people..
A beautiful things...like a rainbow..