hey YOU!...

now i am officially Advisor...
this was happened on 1 January 2011 haha

you know i took my working time to go upstairs to tell you this story..
you should thanks me bro..

so don't be mad if i am kind of skip a lot of beautiful story to share it with you..haha

this recently i attach myself more with Blackberry than online with Computer..

you know Brother!
on 1 January 2011 is the new history for me..

i am crying like hell ! ( yeah you can laugh )

hah..! at that moment i can't stand strongly...
you know..at that time i need to give my last report as President of 2009 -2011
but actually i didn't prepare any speech for it..
i started to do it 1 hour before i was being called by Master Ceremony to give the report..
and i simply read everything ..( very good preparation huh? )

i don't know why..my heart just refuse me to prepare the speech goodly..this heart just keep telling me
" i don't have anything to report,"
actually i just want to say..what have i done for BLIA YAD is nothing...

I just "Love" BLIA YAD ,just that...

but report is a report..so at that one hours..i just write all activity every month..and simply read it..
as formality..

i didn't plan to cry..but i almost cry after i know the speech that i wrote in my messy paper is going to finish to be read ...
i want to thanks everybody goodly and sincerely but suddenly that Damn Tears almost coming form my eyes..
suddenly i stop it and i missed to call my first secretary name " Silvia Winny " haha
so sorry..i really don't mean it..
i suddenly ended my speech..
and directly go to Sefu and said.." wew i was almost crying.."

at that time i feel okay already..
i calm my self without any tears..

and i don't know why when Sefu gave me a reward of  
        " The best leader and Organizer "
when standing up there..and my hand held that reward..that moment this tears just like wave flow out from my eyes...
and i barely hold it...
and i need to pose for the documentation to take the picture..
aaaaaa!!!










 ( this is my pose..haha still handsome as usually Hahaha! )











i don't know why i  can cry ...
i don't cry because i am happy to get that reward..i just feel at that moment..time is stop for me..and this tears is coming out suddenly..

you know when i joined Sound Of The Human World Competition..
i got the 2nd rank with 3 million in Cash..
i didn't cry at all..

but this time..make my tears came out..after getting that reward..
i hide myself near the sound system..
and that time i am crying like Hell!!!

i hold it badly but this heart ask me to cry..
i said to robin and Hendra " Oh no...why keep flowing "
and Hendra try to hug me that time..but i kick him out haha
because hugging is not the right things to do in that situation...
 i think for 2 minutes i try to control my breath...and stay calm..

at that time i keep saying ..aiya..why i can crying like this..

i wonder when is the last time i ever crying like this...? i almost forgot..


i am staying calm and..i wish nobody know i was crying that time..especially for the participants..haha
after i calm myself..i prepare myself  to over my president position to new President .. his name is Robin..
i was waiting For Master Ceremony to called..

at that moment..
this Tears is coming out again..(OH NOOOO )

Juliana Kim as my Vice president..stand beside me that time....
She know i was crying..and i said to her..." oh No..why i can't stop crying  "
and she also crying hahaha

i keep saying " oh no..don"t cry, don't cry its almost my time to go up there.."
i can't walk up there handling my position with crying expression..
people will think like i don't feel willing to trust new President haha

luckily i was stop crying..
and after my name has been called..
good..i am looking at Our New President Robin, and Irene Kamidin cry badly and looking at me...
and i am crying again!!!!!


OH NOOOO!!!
this is not the Right Time to CRY!!!!!!!
ya sudah lah....

i admit i can't hold it..
i think that is the time for me to cry....

aaa i feel so Happy and Grateful ..
Happy for myself...and really Grateful to BLIA YAD...

i am Happy that i fulfill all my promise to Buddha..
i had done my best..i feel success..
and i am crying because..i am going to miss the moment ..when i was becoming President...
this feeling is hardly to show it to you..
but i know you will understand..how is my feeling...

this is the moment that nobody can buy it.
i feel lucky to be born...


Riki Hwang : Vice President II  2009 - 2011
Juliana Kim : Vice President I 2009 - 2011
Venerable Light 
Me               : President 2009 - 2011





















       ( New President : Mr Robin, and me try to hold the tears in this picture)
if people asked me why, both of us crying in this moment.... I have no idea at all..it just feeling warm inside heart...and make you kinda feel so Precious.. it just make you cry..and i believe this is what i called Tears of happiness...yes..that is what i called..





BLIA YAD ..you will always be a part of my Life.




oh ya...
Happy NEW YEAR!!!!
my new year is so damn Beautiful
i am also crying during the FIRE WORKS
hahaha
i never be such a crying baby...
just this time ( trust me ) hahaha

during the Fire Works i was crying because..i was so happy...that the fireworks success to coloring my last second as President...
i was damn worry when the rain keep falling to disturb our last moment

i can't imagine what will happen if the rain cant stop falling..
at that time i was so mad... i am going at Main shrine, and scold Buddha 
" Buddha , are you toying with me?!
this is my last moment...i had promise to you 2 Years ago..i am going to Fulfill my responsible to Protect BLIA YAD and spreading Dharma ... I vow never betray you..and will do the best ..although i need to lose my both hands and both of my foot..i will keep standing to fulfill my promise..,
Now! i ask you to bless me!.. just please stop the rain..this is not for me...but for all committee for their last memories as committee..
I know i can't mad at you! but i will not stop because of this stupid Rain..as i told you before..i am ready to fight no matter what will come to hold my Dream.."


i even didn't take a bow to Buddha..
i just focusing how to entertain participants mood at main shrine...
not for so long..Robin said to me.."rain is stop"..
and i was running and shouting hahaha

what a miracle the rain really stop.. and it didn't disturb our schedule.. we directly start our next performance..i dance(apollo) my best..and sing I Do Believe my best !!!!
i was so happy that time.. i give my best until the Fireworks shoot beautifully..at the first shoot...i am already crying!
" SUCCESS  and Thanks Buddha" that my first word come out from my mouth..
( i mad and thanks as i wish hahaha, what a bad boy )












Like a real CONCERT  huh?

















what a beautiful New Year i ever had..
this is better than before..

i got one Gorilla ( Alfred Lyson )
hit my mouth when he want to hug me..
and it caused me ..can't open my mouth widely  for 3 days...
nice gift Kingkong!


aa actually i have a lot of things to say to you..
Christmas Day..Rugby.
this blog is quite long i think haha

i will just upload some picture for you..later...

For this new years..i really feel Buddha and all Bodhisattva is passing this last moment as president with me...
Thank you for Everything...



Stay Strong..and Love Me...
Advisor Lee