long time no see..
how are you doing? haha

last night my black berry is "ERROR" that because i playn music during shower...
my hand is full bubble from the soap..
and i touch the keypad scroll to enter the next song with one finger.....
and TADA...now the keypad kinda like a monkey...press "S" become "OKE"...
press "L" come out "LH"
that's why i have difficulties to enter my password     xx"S"xxxxx
which have S inside haha





Hey brother...
maybe i look messed up this recently...

argghh i think I'm starting to think that i can't stay longer in Medan...
i found myself like to see the Outside Word and to experience a new things...
haha right now  i kind of dilemma...which part to chose...

taking my family business
                        or
                         to see that outside world..



Outside world here means going to far far away...................................................

My feeling said..there is a lot of capability for me to achieve all my dream in different place, different new world..at the  Outside World...

my mind is totally change huh... long time ago.. i never think about going to another world... stay alone..and facing my own life alone..
but after i finished my responsibility as President in BLIA YAD..I'm starting try to focus on my family business...till right now..
But when i was sitting in my workplace...this question is coming to me...
" NOW WHAT ?? "
" What i want to become ?" suddenly this several month..i kind of becoming a Day Dreamer..
my mind keep flying everywhere.in a same time...The picture of my life keep coming in my mind...


i am becoming Advisor now...almost everyday there are people come to me to share he/she problem...
and i found BLIA YAD still need a lot of guidance...
in one time my heart said.." hey i don't dream to be like this " i can't give inspiration if what i need to deal is people's problem.. sometimes just stupid problem which can be healed by time and sincerity ....
one day there are one of my friend... i can said yeah..He/she surely inspired by me...
actually i don't know which part from me that inspire them.." maybe my hard work and my love in my environment for 8 Years"



this friend having a complicated mind...sad when no need to be sad...stress for a little things.. they keep asking me a lot of question..any single small dilemma in mind, they keep sharing and ask for my guidance..
until one day.. i found some enlightenment for my own self..
for this long time i though that what i need to do is..to share all my experience and help them to grow up...

but now i know..that is not the best way to make them Strong...and now.. what i found is..
there is a time for us to face our own problem and find our own self to get an enlightenment...

even if they fall down underground... I also need to be strong to see them fall and wake up..

Because in this world..not everything can be teach and can be shared...
there are a lot of things that we need to find , feel and face it our self..

i choose to silent now...at that time i know..this is not what i DREAM..
i don't like to find myself sitting and worry around for nothing..

my heart said that i like to learn a new things.. to see a new world..
although right now i feel happy, and lucky...
i need to go far far away .......and back with a lot of beautiful things...

i suddenly Dream about this...


and my heart kind of bumping fastly every time i think about this...
Brother..can you tell what happen to me?



i got a Good Reputation in my environment..Good friends..family...i think i already like a 
                               PRINCE            in my life..

but i know there are still a lot of things that i haven't know out there...and i like to see it..
sure in order to do that.. i need to dare to let go what i had done behind...
i though i keep staying in my comfort zone and hard to let go huh hoho...

at least i like to see the whole world before i die...
i believe there are a lot of beautiful things out there to see..
and i found my dream can be come true at that world...






just right now..the dilemma is about to choose between ...
New World  ---- STAY

i'm sure have efficiency to improve my family business --- and after that maybe get married hahaha
                                     that is what everybody want in this life...

or maybe choosing  to let go all of this..the efficiency life and the future that already open for you..

i dont know am i stupid or not...
what I'm afraid..is i just being           " Hot Hot Chicken Sai"


but i really think that i can't find myself here...
Buddha please lead me and guide me..




 







Be with me...

Love me and Stay Strong...
Rong Lee...