Just now..i just watch some touching video..http://www.facebook.com/home.php?#!/video/video.php?v=1219994465851&ref=mf


and suddenly think about Life..
there is a things that always cause never ending explanation in my Life..


My Favorite topic that i had in this Life is " LIFE " itself


People out there talk and Discuss about Self, Experience, Money, and  Love...


But what about "LIFE"?
What do you think about Life ?
What is the meaning Of Life ? 
Who Are You?
Who Am I?
Dream or Real?
are you exist for me?
am i Exist for you?
are you Real?
This tree, wind, water, is this for real?
is this story had arranged for me?

WHO THE HELL is GOD?




this is the most  tough question and nobody dare to think..

In this Life..
We ( Human ) had think that we are the  King..
because there are nothing can be better than us ( Human )


We are the one who rule this world..
We can   Love, Kill,  Hurt,  Hate..

Nobody can tell us what we want...
We create our own Rule, and wish everybody afraid of that..


We are the one who control our self..

What I want is MINE..


Human always used to be think that we are the Only People in this World..

Everything exist is for People..

We think whatever land that we land is our Land..

We Only think that we think is right..


Everyone need to be kneel down in front of us..

Let me tell you about my Childhood point of view..
When i was 11 maybe..
maybe in junior high school, or maybe in kinder garden..


i was starting to think about Life..in my mind that time..
Life is so Mystery...
i even think that..i am the only one who born and realize everything in this earth..
people around me have no feeling..they exist is just for me..
people i met..all is had arranged ..
after  i am going home..they are disappear..and then appears again like everything is normal..
and i need to pretend nothing happen to make this game run smoothly..


I think this life as a Video game.. 
which i am the main Hero..and Someone created everything for me..

When people smile at me..i am Happy..
when people mad at me.. I am Sad..
and i think that aa.. i need to meet this things..and that things..



When i am doing good people will praise me..
when doing bad people will  think bad about me..


have Fight when angry..


until slowly growing up..
that kind of though
 is slowly fading..


but i wonder how i can still remember that things right now haha




This Life is unique huh?nobody dare to ask about how this earth is born..
and refuse to answer it..because no body know..

Like this Earth will be destroyed or maybe break the balance of this life if the answered had  revealed out..


but i don't want to talk about how this earth  exist...


I Just like to talk about Life..


We as Human being..sometimes acting weird and unique..
We have 3 mood in this Life :
Good, Balance , Bad..


We Change unpredictable..


When it good..all is Okay from our selves..
and when it turn Bad .. Okay will turn become Not Okay..

Balance Mood is something that  I call the moment where we just do every responsibility that we have in our daily Life..Our Mind focus at  what are we doing..and the moment we didn't talk to ourselves like " hey how are you doing " , " wahhh what a nice weather " and so on..


if something unlucky Hit us during the Good mood..
Sometimes it will stay cool and turn become Balance Mood...


But During Balance Mood..if we get Hit by unlucky things..it sure will turn become Bad Mood..


everything bad Happen always take down one level of our Mood..
and so do the opposite things..


but there are also some weird Human Being..
who can raise one level of their mood what ever bad things happen to them..
haha





Human Being tend to have a million complicated mind.
and it can be change easily with Greed or self esteem..
almost of us change by a Greed and Ignorance..

That's what people need to do to survive..this is what people used to think..

There is no need to think about any theory of Life...just focus in Reality Life.. because Life is keep changing..This is also what people think about.. 

this is Human Being..They always refuse to follow their heart..
Human always follow what looks good.. 
We tend to be stay at status ..

maybe if someday God is going to fishing at one beautiful Sea called " Earth "
there are beautiful, funny and unique Fish called " Human "


God Put some bait and the fish follow  whenever the bait go...
and then we been put into Aquarium, to be enjoyed..


This is us..
we Human Being born into this earth..we Life and follow everything that people do..
We Follow the Dream that people Dream.. we tend to follow the same step to reach one place..


we all search for Happiness..but we all do not know what is the Happiness actually that we Search...

People said yes that is Happiness, and we also said..yes it is...



until one day.. something called " Money " exist in this Earth..

and i think Money is now become THE KING of this Life..even a GOD


It is Ruling this earth..
It is controlling all Human Being..
hahaha ( Seriously )

Now human being used to think.."  Life needs Money and Life for Money "
can anybody imagine actually how foolish is us?
we born in this earth..
we are growing up..and at the last..we are nothing and meaningless than a piece of paper that we called " Money "


Maybe someday we need to change our Status..
Human become Money
 Money Become Human..


so we change place..

Is that Okay Money Being?


Life is sure unique...have a different story from each people..
we Life and Die in this earth..
but nobody can find this simple question..


People lately said..
" We Life for Food "


What is the function of the Food actually?


we eat and Survive..


we survive and protect people we loved..
yeah that's right..this is also what i am thinking about..stay alive to be a long people we loved..and enjoy this life..
we do our responsibility..

and die Happily at the last...

but people is tend to be foolish..for staying alive they hurt people around them..  

What is Happiness?
What is the reason i exist?
For What?
Who Am I?



because nobody can ever explain it..
so people decide to ignore it...
and better we just do what people do..


yeah..this is Foolish Human Being..
we born exactly just to Follow what people do..
we afraid what people afraid..
we ignore what people ignore..
although they have heart to feel what is Happiness actually..

But Human do not know how to feel it..




and then something called Religion is come to this world..

In This Life..people have a religion to follow..
Because people think that Religion can bring peace in mind and Happiness..
some is asking..maybe with religion i can know what is the reason for me to Live..
and what is the meaning of Life...

some is seems understand it..but do not know how to explain it..
some believe with that ..

and some is believe..only Money can bring Happiness in this Life..


but right now i don't discuss about Money and Religion..


let's back to the Life..
Life is surely mystery..
sometimes create Miracle..
sometimes it tell us the answer and suddenly make us confuse again..
sometimes we feel like know the reason to Life..and then we Confuse again..
sometimes sad..sometimes Happy..


Life is surely always make people confuse where to walk and what to do..





Earth Exist , 
and we human being . and all Creature enjoy inside it..
Different House, Family, Story, Appearance..


" Appearance " i wonder unaccountable of people population in this earth  , but how come everybody have different face ?
hmm
what a mystery right? haaha




Yeah..Do you believe in Ghost?

is that really exist or just human creation?


haha see..in this earth actually is not only us who life..
but it also belong to everybody..
but you know...this is what God Called us " Foolish Human Being.."
We always think that we own this place..
fight for self esteem, try to compare with another..

Maybe God up there is laughing at us..
and enjoy our foolish Story..
maybe God with his/her Friends is enjoying popcorn and sitting on the comfort  couch..
like watching a Soccer competition..
shouting , angry and Happy..
maybe gambling ..." hey which fish will be the winner ? "
and the fish keep fighting biting each other..


God said to his Friend " you know..that human are damn Stupid..
i grant them power , feeling , Mind to Live Happily..
but they don't know how to control all of the things that i gave.....
they do everything to be number one..
they use it for cheating, betray and hurt each other..


I gave them Heart to feel and understand what is Happiness..
But they do not want to feel it..
i gave them power to stand up..but they give up easily..
I give them mind,so they can learn.. but they don't want to learn..





yeah that is us..
Human Being..


Life is sure Unique, and Full of Mystery hoho  

But i Believe in something..
that this Life is have a lot of things that we don't know..
a lot of Life exist..
not only us...
Tree, Animal and Earth..
also have Life..feeling, they can cry and afraid of dead..
but us as Human Being ignore to listen it..
and have a statement that everything is only for Me ( Human )




hmm yeah,,that is..
enough for tonight about LIFE that cause confusing if we think about it..






Love Me ..
Rong Lee