We Are Not Perfect , But We Only can Depends on Self than Other

This is what i found when i dealing with Leadership difficulties... especially for them who being a leader in one organization..
pushing to be perfect Leader , won't make us to be a good leader..
this is always happening in a Leadership life..because want to be a perfect leader, they chose way to do less so there is no mistake...
they decide less so there is no wrong decision..

slowly they depends more on other people than self... As a leader never ever look small on self...
because we know better than other...that's why we can be chosen to become a Leader...

Leader is not someone who is perfect...
But Leader always can turn Mistake become Power of Change...
they believe in Power of Change...

they never  GIVE UP






Good Day everybody



Stay Strong and Love Me...
Rong Lee

hey! we meet again...haha

this is the first time i wrote my blog 2 times in one day..
haha
this afternoon i just write about " I wish to see the outside world "

you know this afternoon after i write that topic..
my friend suddenly send me a message about having trip to Pulau Pandang hahaha
this 22 April - 23 April...
only 350.000 IDR ,

i suddenly  feel EXCITED!!!and i said yes to him hahaha
although my parents suddenly said " Don't Go!! Tsunami!!"


but i will go..let see how to make them say yes to me haha
i still got time..and my friend already book the trip for me...so i have small chance to turn back

although this is still far from what i dream about the Outside World..
but this is a good start for me to get inspiration and arranging my heart and mind haha




oh ya..something miracle happened...
My Black berry back to NORMAL hahaha ( Wohooo )
you know i kind of desperate about the key pad...and then i keep pressing word " AMITHOFO, delete...Amithofo delete..." and after i charging and give up..after i finish writing my blog...
and i checked it again...and WOW it becoming normal again! hahaha
What a Miracle!

so i got that message about the Trip to Pandang Island from my friend " Makmur " hahaha
kind of coincidence right?
who knows if Buddha is answering my question in my previous blog
" please guide me and make sure if what i feel right now is something that i need to go and get it "
than he sent someone to send me a message and ask me to see the outside world...
i really wish that is really from you..
Thanks ALOT! haha

haha okay that's enough about the trip...
tonight actually  i like to prepare my Speech for tomorrow in Sunday Class haha

and i choose to write with you..instead of write it on the paper, which i will trow it after i finish the speech hoho
let's Start it...
i will write it in Indonesia here...

i choose the topic about...




" Reputasi yang Baik " from Master Hsing Yun...

Guys...tentu saja, didunia ini kita semua sangat menginginkan nama baik atau reputasi yang baik,
sebagai seorang mahasiswa, kita semua ingin dikenal menjadi murid yang paling pintar di seluruh kelas, pingin menjadi murid yang paling ngetop disekolah...
Seorang artis juga ingin menjadi artis yang paling ngetop seperti Michael Jackson yang bisa membuat semua fansnya pingsan sewaktu dia bernyanyi...
Semua orang ingin mempunyai nama yang baik...
Seorang pemimpin juga ingin dikenal sebagai seorang pemimpin yang paling bisa diandalkan...seorang bos juga ingin dikenal sebagai bos yang paling enak diajak bekerja sama dan bos yang bisa membawa perusahannya menjadi perusahaan yang paling diagung agungkan...
Seorang guru ingin menjadi sosok yang bisa menginspirasikan banyak orang ...


tidak diragukan lagi kalau semua orang di dunia ini selalu ingin menjadi sosok yang baik di mata masyarakat...



apabila kita menjawab itu tidak boleh...berarti kita selama ini masi memandang ajaran agama Buddha itu sebagai ajaran yang penuh larangan alias kolot...

sebenarnya apabila kita berusaha mengerti inti dari ajaran Agama Buddha, ajaran agama Buddha itu sangat realistik dan simpel,  dan bukanlah merupakan ajaran yang harus kita patuhi dan percaya saja...
Karena Buddha menyuruh kita untuk tidak langsung percaya dengan apa yang orang bilang, tapi buktikan lah sendiri..

oleh karena itu Ajaran agama Buddha adalah ajaran yang paling dalam dan meluas...dia tidak menjanjikan sesuatu yang instan...karena menurutku hidup itu tidak instan...dan sesuatu yang instan dan mudah dicapai akan membuat hidup ini tidak berarti dan membosankan...juga akan membuat manusia tidak akan menghargai kehidupan..

menginginkan Reputasi yang baik tentu saja hal yang sangat normal...
apabila reputasi yang baik itu tidak penting...maka semua orang akan senantiasa berbuat hal-hal yang tidak sopan...sehingga moral masyarakat akan menjadi tidak ada...
seperti seks bebas, perselingkuhan, pengkhianatan, pencurian ,pembunuhan dan semua kriminalitas akan muncul...
bahkan kepercayaan antar sesama teman juga sudah tidak ada...
kalau hidup seperti ini...Dunia akan bagaikan Neraka

Guys..pernahkah kita bertanya kepada diri kita sendiri...

Apakah kita sudah mempunyai Reputasi yang Baik di saat ini?
inilah pertanyaan yang paling penting di topik hari ini...



apabila kita ditujukan pertanyaan seperti ini, tentu saja kita akan sangat sulit untuk memikirkannya..tapi saat inilah kita dipaksa untuk menghadapi diri kita yang sebenarnya..inilah inti dari ajaran Sang Buddha...

Semua jawaban ini ada pada diri kita...

dan untuk pertanyaan terakhir, 



Nah berikut ini kita akan membahas bagaimana cara membina reputasi yang baik...
Master Hsing Yun berkata,


yang kita ketahui...fitnahan, dan mencari kesalahan orang lain untuk menjatuhkan sesama itu sudah merupakan hal yang sering terjadi dikehidupan kita ini...
Didalam kehidupan ini, seharusnya kita bisa melihat sisi kebaikan orang lain , bukanlah melihat sisi buruk seseorang..karena sebenarnya kebaikan itu merupakan warna sebenarnya dari sisi seseorang...
kenapa saya bilang begitu?karena semenjak kita lahir, kita sudah mempunyai hati hati polos, yang rentan dengan kejahatan...
manusia setelah dewasa menjadi banyak melakukan kejahatan - kejahatan , karena adanya faktor lingkungan yang tidak baik, atau situasi yang memaksa seseorang untuk berbuat jahat..
Buddha mengatakan setiap orang mempunyai benih ke Buddha - an...
dan Master Hsing Yun mengatakan.. "Kamu adalah Buddha"

oleh karena itu janganlah kita memperbesar kesalahan orang lain apabila tujuan kita bukan untuk kebaikan mereka...
hal-hal yang negatif seperti kritikan yang berlebihan dan menghacurkan nama baik orang lain...adalah ciri ciri orang yang iri hati , mempunyai kemarahan dan rasa kurang percaya diri rendah..
apabila kita merasa mempunyai sifat sifat di atas...segeralah kita mengigit lidah kita...
segeralah kita sadar bahwa merugikan orang lain hanya akan merugikan diri kita sendiri...
sewaktu kita membicarakan keburukan orang lain tampa tujuan yang baik, tampa sadar sebenarnya  diri kita hanya menunjukan sosok keburukan kita sendiri...
"Jangan membicarakan kebaikanmu sendiri"
seorang Bodhisatva, mereka selalu berupaya untuk hidup dengan sempurna dalam kesetaraan semua kehidupan..Mereka tidak menyerang  makhluk lain dan juga tidak sombong akan dirinya, ini yang disebut dengan keseimbangan bathin..
Dimana kita tidak membicarakan keburukan orang lain dan mengharapkan pujian pujian dari orang lain..
Apabila kita memiliki kebaikan, itu dengan sendirinya akan diketahui oleh orang lain...inilah adilnya Karma...

nah..reputasi yang baik memang akan datang dengan sendirinya..apabila kita berusaha hidup jujur dan menjunjung tinggi kebaikan dalan hidup kita...
tetapi reputasi itu akan menjadi tidak baik apabila kita selalu mengharapkannya dan mempunyai kemelekatan...

Renungkanlah bahwa kita semua itu setara atau sama...
orang yang mempunyai pemikiran seperti ini adalah jenis orang yang mempuyai belas kasihan..
orang yang mempunyai kemampuan seperti ini dia akan melampaui semua celaan dan pujian...dia akan menyadari tidak adanya pujian atau celaan, dia menerima semua hal hal buruk dengan penuh kesadaran dan lapang dada...

mungkin mempunyai reputasi itu sangatlah mudah di kehidupan ini...seperti yang kita lihat yang penting kita eksis maka kita akan dikenal di dunia ini...namun karma tetap lah ada..
didunia saya mempercayai..sesuatu yang bukan milik kita itu tidak akan menjadi milik kita, walaupun seberapa besar kita menggunakan cara untuk mendapatkannya..

Reputasi yang baik, hanya akan ada untuk orang-orang yang berhati dan berkelakuan baik...
apakah kita telah menjauhi hal2 yang saya sebut diatas? apabila sudah berarti sekarang kamu adalah seorang teman yang baik...
Jagalah reputasimu dengan menanam pikiranmu bahwa kita semua sama... maka reputasi itu tidak dapat dihancurkan walaupun ada orang yang bersikap iri kepada kita...

Karena Karma itu selalu ada..

Jangan membicarakan kesalahan orang lain 

dan jangan membicarakan kebaikan dirimu sendiri

renungkanlah bahwa kita semua sama...kita semua melewati hal hal yang sama...

renungkanlah dengan bijaksana...maka engkau akan menikmati reputasi yang baik..

mungkin kita pernah melakukan kesalahan besar....kesalahan yang tidak dapat kita maafkan...
Hidup itu adalah panggung untuk kita berbuat kesalahan...hidup itu adalah penuh dengan masalah...
sangat aneh apabila semasa hidup kita, kita tidak pernah melakukan kesalahan...
kita manusia yang hidup di Dunia yang tidak sempurna ini.. untuk menghadapi kesalahan-kesalahan itu dan
belajar untuk menjadi sempurna..

Topik reputasi yang baik ini...menyadarkan kita apakah kita sudah menjalani kehidupan dengan baik?
ingatlah di kehidupan ini, tidak mungkin kita bisa bahagia apabila kita selalu tidak dapat menjaga reputasi dan kepercayaan orang disekitar kepada kita..

apabila kita mempunyai reputasi buruk karena kesalahan besar yang pernah kita lakukan...
baik sengaja ataupun tidak sengaja...
mulai detik inilah marilah kita mulai menghancurkan sifat-sifat yang dapat merugikan diri kita dan orang lain..


haha Oke...enough for today..
Lets Rock The Temple Tomorrow!
hoho


Stay Strong and Love Me...
Rong Lee

 















long time no see..
how are you doing? haha

last night my black berry is "ERROR" that because i playn music during shower...
my hand is full bubble from the soap..
and i touch the keypad scroll to enter the next song with one finger.....
and TADA...now the keypad kinda like a monkey...press "S" become "OKE"...
press "L" come out "LH"
that's why i have difficulties to enter my password     xx"S"xxxxx
which have S inside haha





Hey brother...
maybe i look messed up this recently...

argghh i think I'm starting to think that i can't stay longer in Medan...
i found myself like to see the Outside Word and to experience a new things...
haha right now  i kind of dilemma...which part to chose...

taking my family business
                        or
                         to see that outside world..



Outside world here means going to far far away...................................................

My feeling said..there is a lot of capability for me to achieve all my dream in different place, different new world..at the  Outside World...

my mind is totally change huh... long time ago.. i never think about going to another world... stay alone..and facing my own life alone..
but after i finished my responsibility as President in BLIA YAD..I'm starting try to focus on my family business...till right now..
But when i was sitting in my workplace...this question is coming to me...
" NOW WHAT ?? "
" What i want to become ?" suddenly this several month..i kind of becoming a Day Dreamer..
my mind keep flying everywhere.in a same time...The picture of my life keep coming in my mind...


i am becoming Advisor now...almost everyday there are people come to me to share he/she problem...
and i found BLIA YAD still need a lot of guidance...
in one time my heart said.." hey i don't dream to be like this " i can't give inspiration if what i need to deal is people's problem.. sometimes just stupid problem which can be healed by time and sincerity ....
one day there are one of my friend... i can said yeah..He/she surely inspired by me...
actually i don't know which part from me that inspire them.." maybe my hard work and my love in my environment for 8 Years"



this friend having a complicated mind...sad when no need to be sad...stress for a little things.. they keep asking me a lot of question..any single small dilemma in mind, they keep sharing and ask for my guidance..
until one day.. i found some enlightenment for my own self..
for this long time i though that what i need to do is..to share all my experience and help them to grow up...

but now i know..that is not the best way to make them Strong...and now.. what i found is..
there is a time for us to face our own problem and find our own self to get an enlightenment...

even if they fall down underground... I also need to be strong to see them fall and wake up..

Because in this world..not everything can be teach and can be shared...
there are a lot of things that we need to find , feel and face it our self..

i choose to silent now...at that time i know..this is not what i DREAM..
i don't like to find myself sitting and worry around for nothing..

my heart said that i like to learn a new things.. to see a new world..
although right now i feel happy, and lucky...
i need to go far far away .......and back with a lot of beautiful things...

i suddenly Dream about this...


and my heart kind of bumping fastly every time i think about this...
Brother..can you tell what happen to me?



i got a Good Reputation in my environment..Good friends..family...i think i already like a 
                               PRINCE            in my life..

but i know there are still a lot of things that i haven't know out there...and i like to see it..
sure in order to do that.. i need to dare to let go what i had done behind...
i though i keep staying in my comfort zone and hard to let go huh hoho...

at least i like to see the whole world before i die...
i believe there are a lot of beautiful things out there to see..
and i found my dream can be come true at that world...






just right now..the dilemma is about to choose between ...
New World  ---- STAY

i'm sure have efficiency to improve my family business --- and after that maybe get married hahaha
                                     that is what everybody want in this life...

or maybe choosing  to let go all of this..the efficiency life and the future that already open for you..

i dont know am i stupid or not...
what I'm afraid..is i just being           " Hot Hot Chicken Sai"


but i really think that i can't find myself here...
Buddha please lead me and guide me..




 







Be with me...

Love me and Stay Strong...
Rong Lee...

Arghhhhhh...
i haven't prepared it well..
i can't Focus!

during the preparation my mind keep flying everywhere...
i found myself have interesting in another things...

this recently i had becoming kind of day dreaming person...
i like to do something new...i like to find something new to do..
i push my self to find something new and it seems not going so well..

I like to learn a new things and don't want keep doing a same things,and focus a same things..hoho

I wish my Bahasa indonesia can be improved in 3 days...



' Ehem !, Selamat sore para hadirin yang saya hormati, selamat datang di acara 2011 BLIA YAD Indonesia Wishing Candle" "

i hate to become Master Ceremony arghh hahaha
i wonder where all my courage gone? haha


but  i need to do it!
yes you can..



i need someone to inspire me!!!!!!! right now!!! hahahaa


I need to have fun no matter what happen
Buddha be with me...


Love me and Stay Strong
Rong Lee

in this life, everybody have their own weakness, no matter how strong he/she look from the outlook or the way he/she talk.

Even a KING have a weakness, everybody have different Weakness.
what kind of  Weakness did i mean?

Kelemahan yang aku maksud disini dapat kita temukan di kehidupan sehari-hari, kadang kala apabila kita menghadapi suatu kesalahan sehingga emosi kita tidak terkontrol,kalang kabut berarti hal yang kita temui itu adalah kelemahan kita

kadang - kadang seseorang tidak suka diejek, ada yang anti apabila di cuekin, ada yang anti apabila dibilang dari belakang, anti diperintah,  anti di marahi, anti mengungkit kesalahannya, ada yang takut di ketawain.

ada juga orang yang merasa lemah karena penampilannya yang gemuk, kurus, pendek, dll
sebagian orang juga mempunyai masalah pribadi seperti kenangan pahit yang menjadi kelemahan terbesar.

all this weakness is always make a strong person down underground in the second if he /she need to face it..

hey brother , do you ever think about what is your weakness?hoho

i think we need a time to make a note about our weakness,
kadang kandang kita akan menemukan begitu banyak kelemahan kita yang sangat tidak berarti, tetapi merupakan sesuatu yang sangat kita takuti dan kita benci apabila orang mengetahuinya..

seperti " aku takut dianggap bodoh" , " aku takut dikalahkan "

Pernahkah kamu melihat orang - orang sekeliling yang begitu mudah berubah moodnya?
aku pernah bertemu seseorang yang sangat senang sekali "dipuji" 
sangat mudah sekali untuk mengubah moodnya, hanya dengan bilang ke dia secara langsung 
" Eh cara berpakaianmu kelihatan lucu hari ini ''
dalam seketika dia langsung tidak mood dan merasa kesal.
hahaha
kadang-kadang juga bisa mudah dibodohi, dengan mengarang cerita dan bilang " wow keren ya " walaupun sebenarnya di benak biasa - biasa saja, tapi dia menganggapnya serius.


Tentu saja itu prilaku non ethic dan buruk, apabila kita mempermainkan kelemahan orang lain di arah yang tidak baik, seperti dengan rencana menjatuhkan, dan dendam itu akan mengakibatkan balasan yang sama terhadapmu di suatu hari.

Apabila anda bisa melihat kelemahan - kelemahan orang lain , hargailah kemampuan mu itu dan gunakanlah di posisi yang tepat.

sebenarnya kita bisa menggunakan kelemahan - kelemahan ini untuk memotivasi mereka secara tepat , ini lah senjata yang paling ampuh.

Tapi sebenarnya hal yang paling baik adalah kita bisa mengetahui kelemahan kita tampa orang lain mengatakannya kepada kita.
Tapi kita harus hargailah orang yang bisa melihat kelemahanmu...apalagi orang tersebut menceritakannya secara langsung terhadap kita, janganlah menganggap mereka itu menyebalkan, karena sebenarnya diri kitalah yang menyebalkan apabila berpikiran seperti itu hoho

itu sangat penting untuk di ketahui. Pernahkan kamu bertemu dengan seseorang yang biasanya sangat murah senyum, tetapi apabila di rugikan sedikit semua emosinya membrudak, kesombongan dan egoisnya muncul dimana - mana?

Ada yang mempunyai kelemahan karena memiliki sifat Egois dan Sombong, umumnya sifat seperti ini dimilki oleh orang- orang yang mempunyai "STATUS".
kenapa saya bilang seperti itu?
karena saya sering melihat orang orang sirik yang suka menjatuhkan orang yang sukses dengan mendesak si sukses mengeluarkan belangnya yang Sombong dan Keras kepala, sehingga dia kehilangan kehormatan.
tentu saja orang yang tidak cukup kuat dan tidak sadar akan kelemahannya akan terjebak dan terus melakukan kesalahan.

orang yang menginjak posisi terhormat akan sangat lemah dalam menjaga nama baik mereka, karena dia tahu nama baik merupakan " KELEMAHAN " nya yang paling besar, sehingga dia terus menutupi kelemahannya.
sehingga semakin dia menutupi orang akan melihat lebih jelas sebagai kelemahannya dan mulai menyerangnya dengan membuat goisp-gosip yang menyakitinya.

cara untuk mengalahkannya adalah berani menghadapinya, dan mengaku salah apabila berbuat salah..
" tidak mau mengaku salah " ini juga merupakan kelemahan yang selalu membuat kita jatuh.

ini sangatlah penting diingat.

Apabila kita merasa tidak mempunyai kesadaran untuk melihat kelemahan -kelamahan kita, satu hal yang paling penting adalah janganlah pertahankan " keras kepala"

apabila kita sudah tidak sadar dan tidak pernah mau menerima nasehat orang lain, tamatlah Riwayat kita...
Bagaimana  caranya mengubah kelemahan kita?

I just Love everything about BLIA YAD..

BLIA YAD never make me feel bored..
the people, the spirit, the moment always attract my attention..

last 3 days is a memorable day..
i just had committee training with YADers for 3 days,
from 4 march to  6 March 2011

this morning at 04.00 a.m. we were start our journey to return back to Medan from Brastagi..
last night is a rare & precious night..this is the first time all committee study about YAD without having sleep..
can you imagine that? what an unique picture to see everyone keep sitting and listening..

we keep learning, debate, solving misunderstanding, sharing  until 03.00 a.m
hahaha

i think i am Falling in Love with this Committee 2011 - 2013  haha
President Liao.. you and this committee will inspire all sentient being someday and touch them to learn Buddha's Dharma someday....
i know it will happen..


I think something fun and beautiful is going start to be happen after this committee training...


i reached home at 07.00, having bath and directly go to bed  at 07.30
i plan to woke up at 12.30 to have lunch, but after i close my eyes it seems like i only sleep for 3 hours,
but when i looked at the time it was 17.30 ...




i wonder i was sleeping or just " tidak sadarkan diri "
wew...

i went to find dinner and keep missing Committee Training and all of the Committee..ha ha

next time i will try to share with you my first and second day diary during the committee training.,
About what we learn from all the speaker haha
i had wrote it in the paper, and feel lazy to rewrite it again here right now haha
so sorry Brother..


During my class in committee training, i relive that all of the committee can accept it with open heart..
i was afraid that my class will bring them down and make everything worse for them who are not ready to accept ..
but i think people need to accept the reality to be stronger..
so i just want to be real...

i feel great , because i had give the best as i can..
i just want everyone know..
How important is   "Dream" for a kid...

 no matter how stupid is our dream...that is a "Dream"
Dream is not always about money...

but Dream is something what we want to see and feel....

                             if we want to be Happy...we need to have a Dream...

my BRAIN is still not active very well right now..because i had not enough sleep during the committee training..haha
Good night brother..



Love me and Stay Strong..

Rong lee

Today i established Public Speaking Class for committee..
7 students had been chosen... why only seven?

Because i like to do a very focus system here..
i will try to understand this 7 person... i am going to learn what is their positive and negative side.
i wish for this 6 meeting they ready to do speech in front..so do i.. i wish i also can improve myself from what i learn from them..
i like to do it Fast, and accurate..that's why i need a SERIOUS student here to walk with me...
there is no time to be wasted..this is the time all of us standing outside and change the world..
i will train them as strong as i can...that's why i ask them to change as fast as they can..

Tonight class i was so surprised..
all the committee talk fluently and longer than what i though before..
its beyond my imagination...Good Job guys!

this is my comment for the topic : "Who Are You & What are you doing in BLIA YAD Indonesia " tonight
what i comment today base on the topic that they brought  , which should be focus and serious

- From the way he talk, audience know that he already do observation and concern for his responsible
- He perform calmly
- Good in Formal and serious report

- Expression, question and body language to "Make Sure" audience to understand what he speak is lack
- not enough Friendly

Positive
-Have a confidence ( improve )
-Enjoy talking
-Good in Formal and serious report
- Expression,question and body language to "Make Sure" audience to understand what he speak is lack
- appearance  ( improve )

- attract audience by asking question ( improve )


- Self Confidence
- tell audience that this is the first time do speech and nervous
- weird action when do a mistake in front , like shouting "Eh!!" and touch  the head
- appearance,especially hair try not to cover the eye..
- lack in doing deep observation for his job
- eye contact is lack
- Expression,question and body language to "Make Sure" audience to understand what he speak is lack


- Friendly
- Punya percaya diri
- adaptasi yang bagus dengan panggung
- Enjoy dalam bicara
- Bagus untuk menjadi pembicara Dharma

-kurang terstruktur dalam menyampaikan topik formal
-kurang ekspresi muka serius sewaktu menyampaikan point point penting.

Positive
- Have a knowledge in understanding problem
- expression of seriousness is good
- Understand what she is talking about
- Give a solution when talk about problem
- From the way she talk, audience know that he already do observation and concern for his responsible ( improve )


- Self Confidence
- Not friendly at all
- Lack of body language
- Talk base on emotion, " what i don't like and what i like "
- Don't read when try to give important quote or solution.
- Remember voice range



Positive
- Improvement in eye contact ( improve more )

- Still not confidence
- look nervous
- body language and expression still lack
- observation for job need to boost up
- voice range

- Adaptation with stage is good
- eye contact okay ( improve more )
- good in report formally
- Self Confidence


this is so far for tonight..i have seen a lot of improvement from this beginner and it surprised me...
there are still a lot of things for us to fix each other..
i write this blog is for that 7 students , i wish they learn from each other by knowing what is positive and what is negative so they can understand more about public speaking quickly..

lets keep the good job ! hoho

people who do the best , is always "Special" in my eyes

May Buddha's Light Spread around the world..


Love me and Stay Strong
Rong Lee

Hey Brother..
How are you today...


i have been attacked by fever and it out from my life in one night..
now continue with sore throat..and i my voice get heavier...
and i need to sing on the day after tomorrow...


Tonight i feel very nice...
We have Committees' Seminar by Mr Chandra Salim


He is the first Adviser of BLIA YAD Indonesia
what make me feel great , because this is the first time Three Adviser gather together and Focus deeply about BLIA YAD.
3 Generation join together and Bring a lot of memories and flash back about how we fight together in the first time..until now..
No wonder i feel so Warm inside and Strong Feeling that hard to describe..

i think this is kind of feeling having Reunion haha

actually this is my small dream of being committee..is to meet up again with everyone who ever walk together in BLIA YAD..
meet up with a pure heart, One Heart One Dream, to help each other in understanding Buddha's Dharma..


Tonight Lesson is very nice..
but i really do wish all Committee 2011, really appreciate this..
i Wish after this Seminar they can starting to slap own face and move forward with new spirit and Grow Buddha's Heart bigger...

Too much focus in Self Greed, Feeling, Personal Problem than understanding in Buddha's Dharma...Harmonize is never Occurs..

This is what i feel for this 2 month..

Looking at Advisor Lin, right now..
i think he had found their way home..
i don't know is this only my feeling or not..
but at least i found a Nature Smile which i think had been lost for a long long time after he is going overseas..
and i am happy for that..

i wish everyone also can find their way back home...and we met up again to be a really really big big big Family like a Giant Tree


This is Life
In order to understand Buddha's Dharma Deeper we need to let go everything about us, Greed, Hate, Grudge, that is what i called attachment...
After we letting all of that go..we will feel all problem just swept clear by the Wind of  Dharma...and we can find wisdom and enlightenment..

We can't spread Dharma when we have Defilement inside heart..
same as we can't help other when own shoulder full of problem that we didn't dare to face..

Shaolin Movie - inspire us a lot..
it teaches us...we always have a chance to repair all the mistake.. by letting go all the Delusion inside Heart...
we all should keep the video and watch it again, someday..

Here is the trailer..click here


this is my story for today...

Good Night Brother..

Today is a Valentine's Day...
Are you going to plan some date for tonight?
(Let's play Little Drama here)
Brother : "Sure i Do"
Today is Valentine's Day..all have a special event for tonight..

Brother: How about you?
Rong Lee : Me? hahaha..
i Celebrate my Valentine's Day-- by talking with you right now..
and enjoying some new song..

with a song title " All You Need Is love " 
 
Luckily tonight i have a plan with all Yaders to gather and do meeting..

you know..for a Single man and Woman..

Valentines day is a SUCK day..
you can't stay at home because you need to give Mom and Dad a chance to celebrate it also..
don't take their time to keep concerning about you..

You can't hang out with some of your friends also..
if you hang outwith Boy.. people will think you are Gay haha
if with Girl..you will feel uncomfortable like celebrating Valentines' Day with someone who are not your Boy Friend or Girl Friend and Gossip will spread around haha

so you have nowhere to go, all people is focusing with one people only..and you kinda feel of rejected from this Earth..
maybe if i am an astronaut .. i will fly to the moon..and do some camping there..haha ( not funny )


I am 22 years old..I think a lot of people out there, Family, Relative is starting to expect me to find someone special..

and i think i have some difficulties here...i think i have a love problem here haha
my love is kind of universal here i think hahaha
and now it's hard for me to pick one that really special in my eyes..

yes i do..i am perfectionist ...sometimes i am confuse about what people call in Movie or any Drama about

I Wonder what is that? as i know..when you have TRUE  LOVE..

Am I Watching too much movie?haha
sometimes i think i do..

I let go people easily, i don't like to push people's feeling..
I always concern about my own Happiness and what i feel..
I don't like people hold my foot, and i don't like to hold people..
Sometimes I trust myself more than anyone in this world..so Far only my Mother haha
The one who never harm me..

People said i am kind of a good looking Man..who never hard to find any beautiful woman out there...
and sure will make woman fall in love with me easily..
yeah...yeah..yeah...
The problem is I don't know how to make Woman Special and to be special in woman's eyes.. ...
people ask me to pick one girl in waiting list..

but all i see..no one can make me feel happy..( see.. i am still concern about my own feeling..)
be with me is just bring a lot of Sadness for woman...so better don't love me because of my outlook..
because i am not romantic, self concern, more Pro with universal truth, i don't know how to act to make woman feel she is the most special one..because all i see..everyone is Special...
and damn..i hate to see people keep crying because of me..

aaa i messed up...
sometimes i ever wish there are someone "Special from the special One"..who come to my life , who can change me and who can complete me by showing what is that True Love..

i am older now.. my two sister got married, my brother also will following soon..
and now only me..who still single for such a very long time..and now i even haven't feel anything..

i don't wish people said I am Good Looking, but single for a long time... "Hey Maybe he is Gay"...which has been a Virus in this entire World..
HAHAHA
That is the disadvantage for being handsome you know
( Huahahahaha ) joking"












Life is keep going....
I am also wish To be a good Father and protector for my Parents and Family..
teach my Children grow up stronger and change the world someday...

Happy Valentine's Day...
I wish All people can Share The Love to all The Man Kind..
People out there who even don't have a chance to life and even don't know about valentines day..some is live on the street..and wish for people to give love but nobody look at them..


All you need is Love Baby...
For me..
I don't need to rush to find any Special one..Special one is something should be serious...
Don't let  yourselves get affected by people around..and it make you like a wolf sniffing for a food and eat whatever food you found on the road.......

Life is keep going brother...Follow your Heart and Dream..and you will find your way..
















Stay Strong and Love Me..
Rong lee

Nice to meet you...

i like to write something for you today...
this recently i just Love Dancing...

Now suddenly I dream to be a Professional Dancer ( haha )
i always DREAM a lot...when i like to sing..
i wish i am a professional Singer..
when i like to lead..i wish i am a professional leader..
i love this..  love that...

But this time...i really damn fall in love with Dancing..


HAHA.... i always love to do everything but at last i don't really do the action..

I am just like a RAT that still searching a lot of  Light  in different direction inside a Deep Cave ...

Brother..can i ask you a question..Do you think becoming a Dancer can make me Rich?

Maybe not..

but how about a professional Dancer?
Maybe not too Rich either HAHAHA

do you know a channel called " So you Think you can Dance" ?
i collecting all the series..and i found one video that almost make my tears drop out...
the dance inspiring me ..the way they dance, the choreography, the song just damn Beautiful...

That is what i called real Dancing..and i think we should dance like that sometimes on the stage..

I Love Contemporary Dance...    And i just know that...     HAHAHA
I found Dancing can make Life More Happy recently... you know..like you dance with the nature and feel the Beauty of this Life.. and it make you more healthy.. trow out you burden...jump here jump there like a Happy Person..and it is Good for Life..


I Found Writing, Singing, Dancing, if we do it with heart..it can makes us realize that Life is beautiful so we can appreciate more..



This is the Video what i mean.. Watch it...





I feel like to Dance ..Dance and Dance...
and i only can do it in BLIA YAD hahaha

Okay..lets talk about my Work and Business Life...
this recently i kinda feel monotone...
I haven't get any inspiration and motivation to do something big and risk..

I wish i can be so energetic as in BLIA YAD..
keep having a lot of idea to move forward..


hey Brother that time i said to you that i was trying to let go BLIA YAD and not too focus on it..
only focus on my Work, Study..
but i think i am FAIL again..Wew..

I found the New President have a lot of Dilemma this time..not enough confidence and vision in this beginning.....

and i was worrying now..but in a same time i don't want too interrupting them...
i know the first time when i was becoming a President i am also like him..
Afraid for nothing...High Pride...and it caused i was doing nothing..and slowly trow everything far far away..

Just when i look at him right now..he is more confuse than me..and look more Depression than me...
I keep believing time will make everyone stronger..
but i found my self keep inpatient to wait...
argghhh.. the more i no care... the more i keep thinking about YAD...
what should i do brother?

sometimes i am afraid the more interrupting.. the more i can't let go BLIA YAD
wew..

Buddha Please make me Success Faster..hahaha
so i don't need to worry about my Life anymore...
so anytime i can support and protect all of my friend and Family..


i will be there .. if you need my help...

As long we Care and Honest  i believe Buddha will show us the way...So Never Ever Give Up..

aaa i wish Mr Robin Our President will established Dancing Class soon ...HAHAHA


I believe BLIA YAD can create a Dance that can inspire other people..exactly like this video...
and I found a lot of opportunity in this President's Hand..( Seriously )

Love You Guys...

Oh ya..

sorry i skip the story of Chinese New Year to you...
it almost same with last year...but i kinda sad this time because..
some of my friend especially Comittee didn't show up and have a family gathering together..

oh ya..Brother..this recently i just feel that i am the most happiest Person in the world.. i don't know why hoho
i feel so enjoy every moment ...
aaa feel nice...

see you again Brother..

Caooo

Rong Lee