Hey Brother..
How are you today...


i have been attacked by fever and it out from my life in one night..
now continue with sore throat..and i my voice get heavier...
and i need to sing on the day after tomorrow...

Tonight i feel very nice...
We have Committees' Seminar by Mr Chandra Salim


He is the first Adviser of BLIA YAD Indonesia
what make me feel great , because this is the first time Three Adviser gather together and Focus deeply about BLIA YAD.
3 Generation join together and Bring a lot of memories and flash back about how we fight together in the first time..until now..
No wonder i feel so Warm inside and Strong Feeling that hard to describe..

i think this is kind of feeling having Reunion haha

actually this is my small dream of being committee..is to meet up again with everyone who ever walk together in BLIA YAD..
meet up with a pure heart, One Heart One Dream, to help each other in understanding Buddha's Dharma..


Tonight Lesson is very nice..
but i really do wish all Committee 2011, really appreciate this..
i Wish after this Seminar they can starting to slap own face and move forward with new spirit and Grow Buddha's Heart bigger...

Too much focus in Self Greed, Feeling, Personal Problem than understanding in Buddha's Dharma...Harmonize is never Occurs..

This is what i feel for this 2 month..

Looking at Advisor Lin, right now..
i think he had found their way home..
i don't know is this only my feeling or not..
but at least i found a Nature Smile which i think had been lost for a long long time after he is going overseas..
and i am happy for that..

i wish everyone also can find their way back home...and we met up again to be a really really big big big Family like a Giant Tree


This is Life
In order to understand Buddha's Dharma Deeper we need to let go everything about us, Greed, Hate, Grudge, that is what i called attachment...
After we letting all of that go..we will feel all problem just swept clear by the Wind of  Dharma...and we can find wisdom and enlightenment..

We can't spread Dharma when we have Defilement inside heart..
same as we can't help other when own shoulder full of problem that we didn't dare to face..

Shaolin Movie - inspire us a lot..
it teaches us...we always have a chance to repair all the mistake.. by letting go all the Delusion inside Heart...
we all should keep the video and watch it again, someday..

Here is the trailer..click here


this is my story for today...

Good Night Brother..