Hey Brother..
How are you today...


i have been attacked by fever and it out from my life in one night..
now continue with sore throat..and i my voice get heavier...
and i need to sing on the day after tomorrow...

Tonight i feel very nice...
We have Committees' Seminar by Mr Chandra Salim


He is the first Adviser of BLIA YAD Indonesia
what make me feel great , because this is the first time Three Adviser gather together and Focus deeply about BLIA YAD.
3 Generation join together and Bring a lot of memories and flash back about how we fight together in the first time..until now..
No wonder i feel so Warm inside and Strong Feeling that hard to describe..

i think this is kind of feeling having Reunion haha

actually this is my small dream of being committee..is to meet up again with everyone who ever walk together in BLIA YAD..
meet up with a pure heart, One Heart One Dream, to help each other in understanding Buddha's Dharma..


Tonight Lesson is very nice..
but i really do wish all Committee 2011, really appreciate this..
i Wish after this Seminar they can starting to slap own face and move forward with new spirit and Grow Buddha's Heart bigger...

Too much focus in Self Greed, Feeling, Personal Problem than understanding in Buddha's Dharma...Harmonize is never Occurs..

This is what i feel for this 2 month..

Looking at Advisor Lin, right now..
i think he had found their way home..
i don't know is this only my feeling or not..
but at least i found a Nature Smile which i think had been lost for a long long time after he is going overseas..
and i am happy for that..

i wish everyone also can find their way back home...and we met up again to be a really really big big big Family like a Giant Tree


This is Life
In order to understand Buddha's Dharma Deeper we need to let go everything about us, Greed, Hate, Grudge, that is what i called attachment...
After we letting all of that go..we will feel all problem just swept clear by the Wind of  Dharma...and we can find wisdom and enlightenment..

We can't spread Dharma when we have Defilement inside heart..
same as we can't help other when own shoulder full of problem that we didn't dare to face..

Shaolin Movie - inspire us a lot..
it teaches us...we always have a chance to repair all the mistake.. by letting go all the Delusion inside Heart...
we all should keep the video and watch it again, someday..

Here is the trailer..click here


this is my story for today...

Good Night Brother..

Today is a Valentine's Day...
Are you going to plan some date for tonight?
(Let's play Little Drama here)
Brother : "Sure i Do"
Today is Valentine's Day..all have a special event for tonight..

Brother: How about you?
Rong Lee : Me? hahaha..
i Celebrate my Valentine's Day-- by talking with you right now..
and enjoying some new song..

with a song title " All You Need Is love " 
 
Luckily tonight i have a plan with all Yaders to gather and do meeting..

you know..for a Single man and Woman..

Valentines day is a SUCK day..
you can't stay at home because you need to give Mom and Dad a chance to celebrate it also..
don't take their time to keep concerning about you..

You can't hang out with some of your friends also..
if you hang outwith Boy.. people will think you are Gay haha
if with Girl..you will feel uncomfortable like celebrating Valentines' Day with someone who are not your Boy Friend or Girl Friend and Gossip will spread around haha

so you have nowhere to go, all people is focusing with one people only..and you kinda feel of rejected from this Earth..
maybe if i am an astronaut .. i will fly to the moon..and do some camping there..haha ( not funny )


I am 22 years old..I think a lot of people out there, Family, Relative is starting to expect me to find someone special..

and i think i have some difficulties here...i think i have a love problem here haha
my love is kind of universal here i think hahaha
and now it's hard for me to pick one that really special in my eyes..

yes i do..i am perfectionist ...sometimes i am confuse about what people call in Movie or any Drama about

I Wonder what is that? as i know..when you have TRUE  LOVE..

Am I Watching too much movie?haha
sometimes i think i do..

I let go people easily, i don't like to push people's feeling..
I always concern about my own Happiness and what i feel..
I don't like people hold my foot, and i don't like to hold people..
Sometimes I trust myself more than anyone in this world..so Far only my Mother haha
The one who never harm me..

People said i am kind of a good looking Man..who never hard to find any beautiful woman out there...
and sure will make woman fall in love with me easily..
yeah...yeah..yeah...
The problem is I don't know how to make Woman Special and to be special in woman's eyes.. ...
people ask me to pick one girl in waiting list..

but all i see..no one can make me feel happy..( see.. i am still concern about my own feeling..)
be with me is just bring a lot of Sadness for woman...so better don't love me because of my outlook..
because i am not romantic, self concern, more Pro with universal truth, i don't know how to act to make woman feel she is the most special one..because all i see..everyone is Special...
and damn..i hate to see people keep crying because of me..

aaa i messed up...
sometimes i ever wish there are someone "Special from the special One"..who come to my life , who can change me and who can complete me by showing what is that True Love..

i am older now.. my two sister got married, my brother also will following soon..
and now only me..who still single for such a very long time..and now i even haven't feel anything..

i don't wish people said I am Good Looking, but single for a long time... "Hey Maybe he is Gay"...which has been a Virus in this entire World..
HAHAHA
That is the disadvantage for being handsome you know
( Huahahahaha ) joking"












Life is keep going....
I am also wish To be a good Father and protector for my Parents and Family..
teach my Children grow up stronger and change the world someday...

Happy Valentine's Day...
I wish All people can Share The Love to all The Man Kind..
People out there who even don't have a chance to life and even don't know about valentines day..some is live on the street..and wish for people to give love but nobody look at them..


All you need is Love Baby...
For me..
I don't need to rush to find any Special one..Special one is something should be serious...
Don't let  yourselves get affected by people around..and it make you like a wolf sniffing for a food and eat whatever food you found on the road.......

Life is keep going brother...Follow your Heart and Dream..and you will find your way..
















Stay Strong and Love Me..
Rong lee