hey diary..
this is like a dream..
tomorrow i am going to fly to Taiwan Fo Guang Shan..

last week..at 24 - 27 June 2010
I just have a spectacular event with Yaders at lovely Xiang Shan Shi..

Committees all is damn tired..
can you imagine..
not 2 and 3 hours for 4 days..plus Never ended spirit in the morning..
Eat Fast..and need big focus..

this activity is really suck my whole energy..
but who knows we make it..
the sacrifices..makes all members feel convenient..

this Harmonize Camp bring me a lot of memories..
the answer that i seek for this year came out..

yeah.. i can't tell you right now..what is the answer.. because i need to make sure and do analysis first..

in this activity .. the first time BLIA YAD offer a responsible for members to become a group leader..
all of them is awesome..
looking at them give me a picture how me and all committees looks like when the first time stand up in BLIA YAD..
looking at them..i can see how big people can change..
i joined BLIA YAD for 7 years.. and i really do feel i had change a lot..
of course not all is change better..like myself..
some part i trust i change better..
some part i realize i can forget something important..

to be honest..everybody had changed..no exception..
the feeling.. the way people think.. the point of view change a lot..
sometimes we can say that is better..sometimes people can said that is worse..

looking at all members and Leaders.. make me realized how simple are we.. long long time a go..
and how far we had changed ..

i realized how hard someone to be simple..when i looked at them i said to myself..
i like to be simple..and pure to see this life..
and to be honest its quite difficult..
but i believe everything have the time..

this is human being..
sometimes we think we had changed so good..
we think we are smart..when we can handle a several case..
we think we have the biggest experience after we success in one case..
but sometimes there are something we had forgot..
the small part which the most important one..
and at that time we realize.." aaa.. this is not what i want.."

i learned something today.."not all perfect things is always good for everybody .."
like myself..sometimes i try to be perfect in everybody's eyes ..
i like to create a very perfect system..
i want people to be proud at me..
i want to exist when people really need me..
i want to be strong and strong and strong..

but sometimes it not means always have good result..
too perfect not always give us happiness..

i think sometimes this life not complete without problem and
without weakness..
we can felt like..everything just alright..
nothing to fix..nothing to learn..

sometime after we passed a lot of problem and experience.. mind pushed us to be stronger and stronger...
try to think different..
try to do different..and change our point of view..

at that moment we can think this is good..yeahh we becoming mature and mature..

but sometimes we didn't realize we had changed and control by Ego and Life..
and Harmonize will slowly hard to get..in our life..because we forgot to think simple.. haha
this what i think.. To be simple..

Tomorrow is the day...
The Day where i need to fight my self..
and try to accept myself more..

Appearance, Name is a weakness that always attacking people including myself..
i like to beat down that weakness..

tonight i just cut my hair into 1 cm..

haha
it needs a big courage actually for me haha..
right here i can know..appearance is also my priority haha

but now..i believe..personality is more important than appearence..
appearance will become a stress for us..and become our weakness..

at 4 July 2010..
i will totally become a monk..with a bald head...

people will think i am an alien..( maybe )
but now..i'm ready for it..
i talk to my self..
and i like to prove to myself..
 " hey this is me "
" Rong Lee " the real me..

i am going to  sleep now..
tomorrow will be a good day..and nice experience for me..
To be continue..

i got a new story today...

right now..my heart is full of anger..
I am mad..
This mind do not know..what is right what is wrong..
Good people in front me , i do not know he/she is good or no..
it seems silently attacking my trust and Dream..

i feel like to beat every single enemy in front of me..
there is something i need to save..
there is something i need to change..
in this moment i wish to be stronger..

right now.. i feel like nothing to care..
just about the rightness..
i feel something is hiding...something not humble enough..
something i don't see..

this eyes look deeper and deeper..
more mature i understand what is in people mind.. and how greedy are they..

a lot of things to see..
something that i shouldn't see, write down in my mind..

Who is a good people?
right now i just know..good people is myself..

Right now i want a rightness..
Who should i trust?

I do not trust in what people said..
i trust in people action...

I trust in True Men...
the one who walk he/she talk..

I don't trust people by Dharma Speech , i trust on people behavior..
I trust in Karma..
I trust that i can't just pretending it's okay..
I trust i am not stupid..
I trust there is a time where i need to trust myself..
I trust i shouldn't do what i don't like people do to me..
I trust i can't depend too much on anybody..
i trust that i need to take action if there is something wrong..
I trust i need to change if i have the reason to change
I trust i can't just listen what people said..if they tell something unreasonable..
I trust if People Love Me... They Trust Me..
I trust if i Love people.. I trust them..
I trust that i always respect someone who can respect them self
I trust i need to be Stronger to tell the rightness
I trust i need to be brave and not discrimination to change the World..
I trust people can't live without trust..
I trust not all people have a same mind..
I trust people have their own way to Happiness..
I trust everything will be back to normal..
I trust people can't live with any regrets..
I Trust everybody should feel sorry if hurt people unreasonably


I had controlled by Anger..
I am Mad..
right now i trust nobody..
Right now my self is my own teacher..
because out there no body that i can trust..
only a bunch of people who protect they self esteem and Name..
only a bunch of people who care for own feeling..


they don't have trust like the way i trust them..



Who should i trust ?
I should trust my trust..



tonight i just mumbling a lot..
to describe what we are think when our trust was being attacked..

when we can't just sit silently..


Is this good or not?
we can learn from here..
as long we fight for the right..
no discrimination..

Hey..this experience is the first time in my life..
This is small part of my story ...
Today I woke up on 02.00 ..honestly that is the time I am going to bed usually.. But now is the time to wake up.. What the hell!!


Myself, Jackson, Vincent I, Vincent II ( Tourguide ) , Juandy zhu...
in the morning our guide were being too serious, but I know he make sure everything prepared well, He pushed us to make our stomach really full so we are going to have power to do the hiking. Although in the first time is a little bit annoying when we have a half consciousness and being rushed, but we should thanks to him so everything were run so well, because we need to be
dicipline and strong commitment in order to reach the top of our life ( Mountain ) 
especially for us who are really beginner, being too weak or spoil only will make us failed to achieve everything in our life.

Okay, We are ready to go.. This is our adventure..
Land was so dark with only a light from car we entered a road to deep forest
at that moment mind was tend to think unnecessary to boost up our adrenaline about appearing some Zombie or Ghost
hahaha

can you imagine that?( do not think )





yep time showed at  04.00 we were starting to walk..
it were very difficult in the first time, got tired so easily but get used after we walked further..

you know brother, the Guide ever said to us about his experience
in that moment when we do hiking, we always can know whether our friend is really your true friend or not, by looking that our friends will leave us behind or get along during the hard journey to the top.


I think that is so true..
with my experience.. We can't decide someone is our best friend when they always there during a party, hanging up to have fun or good in making a funny joke or maybe praise you when he/she is in happy condition. Infact, we can say someone is really our best friend, when they are really there for us when we are in a very busy and stress moment, because at that moment we can know that our friend is really grabbing our hand to move forward together, does he or she appears when you need help? or only need you when he/she needs you.




this is the first time i did hiking -- and i wished can see the sun rises up there...
i want to tell the Mr Sun up there and shout  " Hey You! i am Exist Here!"

When i post a shout out at my Facebook, my friend comment something weird.. he said 

" standing at the top of the world doesn't give you anything, sometimes means we avoid something"


actually i didn't really sure what is the message that he want to tell, but i know he is in discourage condition and stuck right now.



For me only a coward who doesn't dare to stand at top of the world, because being at top is making yourself ready to be measured by a person who is under you, If we really worth it, we can inspire or being a new hope for a lot of people, but if we are not worth it, that top of the mountain will become a nightmare for you. That's why only man who doesn't want to take responsibility and have a dream protect they will choose to hide inside the hole, complaining other and wish for happiness which never granted. 

During the journey the weather was getting colder so we stopped at some spot to had a break and refilled our stomach with some snack. We made small fire from rubies and it feels warm and good. We were starting to get close to Vincent II. We broke the strangers feeling and starting to have a joke for each other.
He said he is starting to admire us, because from the beginning he tough we were such a lame and weakling. He just doesn't know that we can make everything Possible lol




there is something funny happened..
about my friend " Juandy "
we already get along since in school, and being a classmate for such along time


He ever said to me that he afraid of Highness in school before..
during the journey he didn't complain at all beside just being tired a little bit, because i know he didn't get enough sleep in a whole week.

but you know, when we walked further and more higher and higher. Feeling like we can start to touch the sky and when the mind tend starting to think " what will happen if we fall? " ( Do not think ) 


only one level to go..
He starts talking a lot and asked not to walk further. In that time i think he was already tired.


But because all of us wish to stand at the top.. to enjoy sunrises..
he were shaking and at that time. He said.. " ohh noo.. i can't!!! I am afraid of High"
that time i remembered " aaaaaa yeah he got that syndrome "


Can you imagine how long he kept that until the last spot?





















We all decide not to pushed him so we decide together to leave him at the safe spot and he wait at us there.. Actually we should grab his hand and reached the top together, because the top is already so close, so he can really experience being at the top of the world.


and then TADAA!!!!
we reached the top!!!!
but how unlucky hmm hmm
a lot of mist covered the sun...
Damnn!


but the view is AWESOME!!!
it looks like a Heaven, all you can see is sky and mountain, the mountain looks like an island and the cloud is like the ocean so you can see a whole new world up there. At that moment my mind tend to think if only i can fly.
( too much watching Movie )

















Brother, sometimes maybe we can have a mind about how stupid to do this dangerous hiking things. Putting our life in a dangerous mountain, climbing at a very risky area..
and one mistake can probably caused you a life.
In the first time i think about all of this, but if we do it without thinking any unnecessary thought, the fact it's not that hard and scary like we think.




right here i learned something   " Just Do it "


too much considering sometimes just can stop us to walk forward..
Life is difficult when we too focus on what will be our temptation but not the goal.
Because if you think about the problem, sometimes it will reduces your determination, but if you focus on the goal you will stop to think that there are hard temptation in your life.

































that is fun..i wish someday i can meet with the sun without mist..
that's all about this journey..
Thank you for the great day..






Stay Strong
Rong Lee

Yesterday is a Waisak Day..
I have Bazaar in Tiara with all my Friends, everybody is damn tired.. so do i.. the day before i can't sleep and need to stand up a whole day and have no appetite to have any lunch..
this morning i was woke up on 09.30
and this body almost can't get up from my bed...
with energy like zombie to wake up..( half alive half dead )

i went to Studio .. right there i didn't do anything because i was like a Zombie..

with an empty stomach..i am sitting and lay down...waiting for my friend come to do some printing stuff..but they didn't appear and finally i found that they have changing plan in location..
so i think they already can help themselves..and i am sitting at Studio and acting like a Zombie..

you know what i am doing...
i was writing...
and write a stupid questions...about " a Man who have no energy "
i write this question :
"  What will you do if you want to do something but you don't know what to do?
What Will you do if you want to do something but you don't have any energy to do something?
What will you do if you want to Sleep but there are no bed for you to sleep?
What will you do if you want to sleep but you can't sleep?
What will you do if you want to sleep but you shouldn't sleep?
what will you do if you are hungry but there is no food to eat?
What will you do if you are hungry but you have no energy to find some food?
What will you do if you are writing something but you don't know what to write?
What will you do if you want to do useful things but now you don't know what is the useful things?"


haha i wrote this question because that is what i feel when i "half life half dead "at that morning..


Now i am at Berastagi..
and we are coming a mysterious guest at 22.00
his name is Vincent ( a same name with one of my friend )

He will lead us to climb a mountain of Sibayak..
and enjoy sunrises..

he comes out with a little bit arrogant when speaking..but looks like he care and really aware of our safety hahaha
He looks got a big courage but he lacks of manner..
look wild as his status as an Nature adventure hoho

tomorrow i am going to wake up on 03.30 and start the adventure..
this is the first experience to watch a sun raise..
wish no rain is coming ..


aa it seems we just  can sleep for 3 hours..
good night

Stay Strong
Rong Lee

hello Diary..
some people said to me..
i am a mysterious man? i wonder " am i really like that?"
i ever having some test in some physicology test and some question really told me.. i am a kind of mysterious person, which always bring people around me curious to know further about myself..


i wonder is that really i am so mysterious?
hmm.. i have no idea actually...
for me..all people actually is also Mysterious..
haha..
some is more mysterious than myself i think..
can we really predict people behavior from the first time we met?
i don't think so..

about knowing well the people around us..
i think the first things we need to do actually is  "To Love Them"
if we don't love some people..we never can understand the way people think..

some of my friends ever said to me.." it's so hard to predict the way i am thinking "
sometimes i look quiet but i have a lot of mind in my head...
Some people said to me..i look happy but actually i am sad and in pain inside--

when i listen to this one..i am smiling..and didn't reply anything..

actually the answer is a BIG No.. haha

today i like to tell some story about me..
since i was small..the things that i always remember and interesting is about " Life "
i like to sit alone and look around me..seeing people talking..smiling..laughing..playing..
it is fun..i always enjoy that moment..

don't you think this earth is beautiful?every single breath we take bring a good past story..
do you know what the most interesting things for me when i am sitting up there?
When i can met someone with different beautiful eyes in the way they looking at this life...
something i called " True colors shining trough "

it is fun to understand about people and Life..
to be honest, it is quite difficult to find people who really love about life..
yes..it's really hard..

a bunch people shouted out there " I love this Life "...
but that is not what i see trough their eyes..
80% that i found is someone who pretend to be happy..

all i can see is some regret for this life..

everybody will think i am stupid..
but that is what i found when i am sitting up there and enjoying this life..
When i look at people , and i really can't find any True colors shining trough..

People is also said to me.. Why i need to do that? sitting and waste your time to watch at people and try to understand them?
out there a bunch of people who just care their selves..they always change..." aaa you just waste your time...better think of your own selves"

but that is my Hobby..haha
that's why there are some people told me that i kind of people who got a lot of mind inside my head to think..
actually that is not..
i am just enjoying my Hobby when i am sitting in a spare time..



for me..to find someone that you can trust, don't decide from the way he/she talk and behave,
but you need to see trough that true colors in one people eyes -- that true colors is hard to see.. it is like a rainbow just come out once a time..


What is a True Colors?
for me all people True Colors is a Kindness..

yeah..that is what i see for a long time..
Kindness is all people True Colors..

in this earth.. People actually pretend to be bad and suddenly cover their kindness..
when the first time they born..
all of they know is a compassion and kindness ..
but when people are growing up..
the more people grow up..the more they afraid of life..and suddenly choose to be bad..
the more they near themselves with a bad environment..
and then the result becoming bad..

Why i can said that..
long time ago..because i had lost a lot of my friend out there..

actually i can see their true colors of kindness..
but they choose to cover it with a Stupidity of being afraid with Reality...

you know..sometimes they act like a bunch of Shit..
they done something unbelievable wrong, although we tried hard to stop it before being worse..

but when you do something sincerely for them..for a minutes their eyes is looking at you and stop for a while..like seeing some light in a darkness..

because that is what people True Colors ..
everybody wish to be happy, full with love and care..

only some people is chosen a wrong way to get that true meaning of being Happy..and still do not know yet..

That is what i see..

A true Colors inside people..
A beautiful things...like a rainbow..

tonight me and my friends do performance for my organization..
we performed 2 shows.. * Pantomime and Video Clip live show *
because tonight is  BLIA DAY & Celebration Mother's Day--

My Mother didn't attend today because she is at Surabaya right now and got something to do..

I performed Video Clip show with a song of Jay Chow * Thing Mama De Hua ( Listen to your mom words)*

you know..after i did Technical Meeting before the show at 13 May 2010
i was worried-- because i was afraid  this performance will give Mother and audience some confusing
or maybe they will not understand it -- because you know Mother always like something traditional and easy to understand..


in this performance i need to bring myself  like a real superstar and bring Jaychow appearance and style inside me ..

all i have to do is..do lip sing and act like a real Jay chow..hahaha


to be honest during the practice, i blank about how to look like a real Jay Chow --
i didn't get a lot of move in this performance--
and i was afraid audience will not understand what am i doing up there .. looks like just messing around.. and i was afraid i will ruin up the background performance which perform more movie clip that audience need to understand and focus ..

i even think how about there are no Jay Chow up there, just focus on Movie clip up there..
i ever discussed it with one of my friend.. and he told me..
" no....infact that jay chow will make different " and suddenly i feel " aaaaa how stupid i am haha.."
i realized i just being afraid of being different ... " what a Looser "

and tonight i wanna tell you .. I Just feel like " I Am a Real Superstar up There" haha
honestly i don't know that audience enjoy it or no..
because when the spotlight Spotting myself...
This body just moved by itself...
and i really did enjoy it..
something i never imagined .. i created a lot of new moves that i never ever think during the practice..it's all came out spontaneously ...
Hahaha that moment still ring inside my head..when i walk and dance..doing rap... acting in front audience hahaha

you know what?? I am so JAY CHOW hahaha (although i am not really inspire by his style in a real life haha)
but maybe i am more active than him...because that i know..jay chow is extremely cool and quiet..

aaa that is not Jay Chow Style.. " that is my style i think " ( Oh Yeahh )

hahaha... i even don't know  this show is good..or not..
but i just not care..because everybody  were doing the best  when standing up there..so was i..

About Pantomime ..everybody also doing good..
but i also don't know..will mother understand the story or not..

just see the feedback later hoho..
but i know everybody had done the best..that is the most important things..
i haven't said it to my Mother earth..
but i know she hear it inside her heart..
because i am sending telepathy to her right now.....



Love Me
Rong Lee

i will take this song to my examination tomorrow..

right now.. i am listening to that song..
this is my favorite song..

My Friends surely know..that i always sing this song if i have a time..
but nobody know that this song have told almost everything about myself and something i need to be always remember..

it's tune great with music or without music....
i can make it my own genre..
i can sing it hip hop style...pop style...sometimes put it more mellow...and a lot of beat...
depending on my feeling..


when i see something is wrong.. i am gonna make a change..
i got to make is right and everyone will be happy..including myself


this word always reminds me..how lucky am I..it told me that i am the Happiest person that ever exist in this world..
and i have no reason to be sad and regret for everything..

yeah..i got my favorite costume.. i wear jeans..comfortable shoes..
i have my style.. i can wear anything that suit with my mood..

i can turned ugly design to be a matching new style..
when go out there i don't have a reason to feel so small..
i have confidence to smile..and to be a good friend to everybody..

Why we need to be shy?not confidence when talking to other people?
because we don't have a good shirt? or maybe a good shoes?
when this note come to my mind..
i will tell everybody out there to always being confidence,clean , tidy and smile..

This note reminds me..
This shirt..shoes..is good..but the most favorite one is myself..
when i don't know how to love myself... this White coat never suits with me..

Let's wear something good on our body..same as being a good friend in our life..


this teach me..since i have this 2 strong hands..2 long foot to walk.. why i need to be so confused and desperate? The wind that i know..is bring me to a good way..
when i am Happy..all people beside me will feel the same way..because i want to bring everyone that i love to a good place..

this words always reminds me..that i am the one who control this life..not anybody..
out there a lot of people who being a victim of a selfish kind of love.. when i know this why i need to be so depend on them..? all i need to do is to have and protect a good love and people beside me..who know a passion of love..


reminds me..however everything happen to me..
something that i don't like and i don't wish..this life is never stop for me..
so why i need to die before i really die?

i know i am not alone..why i need to pretend strong..when i really not strong? why i need pretend to be happy when i am not happy?even maybe i failed someday..that not means i am alone out there..why i need to pretend to be success, but inside me i really know i always being afraid and coward of everything?

Come on..relax this shoulder..take a heavy breath...
look at the sky..walk gently..relax..there are still a lot of things to see..everything beside me..even this life..
is Mine..lend your strong hand to other people..

yeah..maybe i am talking too much about other people..
but how about me?because i am the one who will change everything..not other people..
There are nothing mortal in this world..even i am rich now.. i am not always becoming rich everyday..
someday..sometimes.. i will fall into poor..but i am going to be rich again..Everything can be change..
so why i need to stop when i know every time i can change everything back to a right place?
This word told me that " Yes I can"

and no message could have been any clearer..if i want to make a world..a better place..take a look at myself and then to make a CHANGE.....

i love this song.. i wish i can sing this song perfectly with high notes.. because this song ask me to be happy..
for me..for people..for this world...and for this life...

yeah..wake up dude..make it up your selves..enjoy every single things that happened to you..


Good Luck for tomorrow..
all i need to do is just sing this song..that is what in my mind..


Love Me..
Rong Lee..

long time didn't appear right here..
This month everything run smoothly in my organization..
and it seems " hey, why i feel so relax" "Did i forget something? "

i went to check report this morning in my email..
i try to figure is that something that i need to fix or change..

and you know .. what i found is..

the whole system running smoothly..
about committees 80 % work independent, they know what they need to do..
they can prepare without being asked..
they still respect each other...

about communication, this time is better.. people like to do meeting each other..
asking help from each other..no hurt feeling easily or being sensitive..
positive thinking is good..

they do gather information..
they give solution..

hmm..
yeah i found everything is good..

maybe i should improve..
this morning i try to apply something that can improve work effectively..
i wish this can help committee to divide time goodly..
because this is one of the problem that often appears..
Time can cause bad rumor , under pressure, stress, decrease morale..

it's good when i can see all people focus in doing something success..
and it is damn when seeing people with a whole bunch of reason not to do..

you know..how we see a true talent in one committee is by seeing he/she behavior during stress and under pressure..when they create something new idea in one second..
when they suddenly got guts to do something new..

yeah.....  My teacher told  me.. that is non ethics way actually..

but for me..this is the best way to boost people skill, and learn..
for me the result will be so amazing for self  if we can do something bigger than we ever imagined..
hoho


sometimes i get pity on them actually hahaha
because they got lack of time to play around this time..hahaha
in one side i feel so great and care for their happiness..

day by day..
job is bigger and bigger..
event is greater and greater..
activity is fuller and fuller..
members is larger and larger..

i try to give something more relax for them but it seems, don't know when to stop..hoho

one side i care for their willingness in spending their time..

Those person will be really special someday..
no doubt in my mind..

one or two times, i try to give new sensation or shocking idea..for the purpose to surprise them and boost spirit..that is the only things i can do so far..

actually this year i try to arrange some trip and more relax..but who knows the activity keep coming also hahaha


in one live.. if we can found only 3 people who are loyalty and really dare to sacrifice their selves..

that means you got the most precious treasure life in this world


But so far everything run smoothly and okay now..
but there are always something weird coming in my mind..
but when everything is run smoothly now.. suddenly feel there are something weird.. and try to searching something wrong that i can fix.." ..haha

sometimes i am asking myself .. "  am i too serious? "
maybe i should try to relax myself for a while..

let see can i find something good or no..
lets do experiment hoho


Stay Strong..
Rong Lee

I got a new story today...
hey..
Last night i can't sleep thinking about opening of studio this morning..
haha
i woke up with head ache.. but keep excited..
going to studio and found the door can't open
but luckily it fixed..

this morning Venerable Light ask me to do speaking to everybody before doing opening for the Studio board     
                                        " One Heart One Dream Studio "

aa.. i even didn't prepare what to say..i just simply tell everybody about what i wrote in the blog yesterday..
haha,

and now..


yeah this studio is officially Opened!

haha i don't know what to tell.. right now..
i just feel.. let's do it.. (Lanjutkan)


now let see how can we use this Studio and maintain it even better..

                                                             Buddha, everybody..


                                        Thank you for everything..and Wish for Dream Come True..


Love Me..
Rong Lee

Hey...
this recently i got a lot of feeling and story to share..
but i had been busy for a whole day..
i guess.. i miss it to write the feeling in this blog..
aaa...

writing it right now..seems not fresh enough because it passed already..
haha

it's okay..
today i am Happy .. brother..haha

i just changed my face book shout Out to
yeah..The Office and studio already done..
tomorrow is the day for opening..haha

you know.. last 2 days.. when i watched the Board Name of the Studio

this feeling feel so Grateful.... Proud....Beautiful..


yeah... if this tears can come out..maybe it will..
but its not..haha
in my heart said " aa.. i should have been cry in this moment "
but the worker will think me crazy hahaha

yeah tomorrow is the day..
the new story will begin for BLIA YAD Indonesia..

you know..this is the last year for me to becoming President in BLIA YAD..
at least all my vision starting accomplished..( oh yeahhh )
this place..
this story i wish will always  remain in everyone's heart..
every people that i loved including myself..

yeah talking about people change..
yeah.. i know people have their own way to Happiness...
we can't push , but only can support...
at least i wished for them who had seen this Studio finally come to us..
I wish everybody always remember to 
Appreciate Life, Stay true,Stay Happy, Life good, and Stay strong..

aa...
i am tired today.. but excited  haha

today i installed a new Loudspeaker and Sound system inside the Studio..
i played the music..
and i can see a Real Studio picture in my mind..( oh yeahh )
hahaha

This place will be nice..

yaa i really wish to turn high full the Volume and let the music pump out...
to let everybody know..

Hey !! Our Little Dream Comes True..


For Everybody.. who really hand in hand together...
i like to say..Finally it come! haha

I wish this Studio.. will always remind us..
    this is the beautiful things that ever exist in our life....

from bottom of my heart..
i feel Successed as a person..

yeah.. i don't have house,
i don't have car, i don't have a lot of money..

but in this situation..
in this moment..
today..
right now..

I feel i am the succession person ..

That is not.. feeling of Falling in Love..
That is not.. being praised...
That is not.. Being Recognized..
That is not being President..
That is not..get Money...
That is not doing traveling..

The feeling i like the most is.. " Proud "

it kind of  feel you are so satisfied.. like you have no regret..
you feel " aaa beautiful "
When like something telling inside you..
" you are Great " " really really Great" " you have no reason to afraid now" " Go Go.. you had written a good story "
" you even don't afraid when Die is come to you.." " nothing can ruin your life or take anything from you " you just Feel " I am Here! "..
 you feel like this earth , sky..sun..everything that invisible or visible is smiling at you.."

aa Life is Beautiful..

tomorrow is open house for the studio...
but we don't make a Great and big party..
just a simple with committee and friend..

yeah we didn't pump out to outer world..that " WE DID IT " we didn't want to show it.. to all people..

but we just want to tell ourselves..and remain ourselves..

aa.. i almost cry..haha

Damn Brother, disturbing me to write this blog...

okay then..
i will tell you the next story tomorrow..
Promise...



Love Me ...
Rong Lee